all chunked up!

last Friday night, it was not a boring one. if you followed me in Instagram, you would know, i welcomed my February with a large glass of Hoegaarden. went to Our Story at bus terminal area and had this beer with jun.

the taste is okay, much much less bitter than Carlsberg and the others, especially Tiger. this is wheat beer, containing very low alcohol content, so its safe for you haha. taste less and less throughout the bottom of the glass, at the end it tastes like plain water. dont wonder, i was not drunk, nobody was. my boyfie is one of the boys who got really fascinated with my alcoholic level. yeah boy, now you know whats the meaning of dont judge the book by its cover haha. thanks dad, for the training since i was so young, too young for alcohol lolololol.

next, i had chicken rice in Sibu Chicken Rice shop this morning after Sunday mass. omg it seems like ages since i last tasted chicken rice haha. i dont really fancy chicken rice in Johor, because the meat and the rice, the everything is so dry. Yucks.

im enjoying my Sunday afternoon, chilling out with the air con. dont believe it? see below.

hahahahahhahahaha tian ah! why so sengeh!

假期要完了咯

今天星期六了。假期也快到了尾声，我也是时候该做我该做的事情了。假期过去，已经没有借口可以再拖。
曾经听人说过，无论假期是多长还是多短，功课肯定是留到最后三天才来解决的。
这句话用在我身上真是太对了！
我真佩服我的同学，他们可以每天都在做功课，不管是不是假期。
都还没开始放假，她们就已经 Facebook inbox 问我这科功课应该怎么做。我亲爱的，别等我的答案了，可能假期完了我都还没生出蛋呢！

假期去了KL，真开心啊！吃了很多我平常吃不到但是又很想吃的东西，买了一些衣服。最重要的是，我在那里三天吃吃喝喝，血拼，加埋车票都是我姐姐还钱的。还真不少啊！
不不不，别羡慕我。我也不过是吃了 SAKAE SUSHI, 许留山，鲜芋仙，小台湾，Auntie Anne's， Pizza Hut, Subway, Chatime, 雪花 Snowflakes, 买了三件衣服，再加上一场电影 Skyfall 而已。本来想去 Starbuck's 的，但是时间不足，哎，真是遗憾。哈哈，我觉得我好欠打 lol。不过还好我没放弃要去KL，不然这个假期又是白白地浪费了。

在吃 Pizza Hut 的时候，姐姐问我这部戏看了没，那部戏看了没。我都说没有，听都没听过。她说养豪没带我去看吗？我说，他大便都没时间了，还看戏。她又说，那总有一起吃饭吧？我说，有啊！放工8点回来就带我吃晚餐。她说，怎么那么迟！那么吃好晚餐有什么好康？我说吃好就回家啦，累死了还好康。她说，难倒每天吃好就马上回家 meh？我说，不然？他又问，周末 leh？我说，周末大家都忙咯，去教会，不然就再加休息。她问，难倒你们一点休闲都没有 meh？我想了想，还真的是没有。她最后问我，那请问你到底是女朋友还是女性朋友？我没有理她。

我曾经真的以为我不会在乎那些，像个老夫老妻一样的生活不是很好嘛？近来我努力地把心中那小小的声音压下去，我一直就像个小男孩一样，渴望他忙碌的父亲可以在放工的时候来抱抱他，来听听他说学校的事，说说心事。可是忙碌与疲惫怎么能够看到小男孩微笑眼里的那滴泪水呢？我记得你曾经带我去看过电影的，我记得你曾经带我去走走逛逛的，我也记得你曾经那么迫切追问我心里的话的，但那些回忆好像变得好模糊。是我也忙碌，是我看漏了什么吗？
那天半夜我问了 Ivy，她男朋友也是一样，甚至在她与他分享学校的事情时，他应她说，你要我给你什么反应，都不干我的事。她说或许是因为他们都工作了，而我们还在享受大学轻轻松松的人生阶段。是我们太幼稚，还是他们想得我们太成熟？

我想，我需要更大的度量，更大的忍耐，更多的忙碌。不管怎样，我还是觉得我是幸福的。
放假过了，我更忙了。还有一大堆的东西在等着我呢。过了下个semester，我更靠近毕业了。不过，那是等过了下个学期的事，哈哈哈。
不写了，写到想大便了。 LOL!

祝速霖和芬芬新婚快乐！

mood swing

hello guys!
i love holidays and its finally here, my mid sem break!
i was initially planning to go up to KL as soon as Friday or Saturday and stay with my sister for a couple of days before coming back down to rush all of my projects and assignments, aiming to give myself a better life after mid sem break.
every of my lecturers gave us tonnes of work to do, every of them thought they were the only subject which gave mid sem work.
fml, i have more and more projects and documentations to complete!
and my sister postponed her back trip to KL, she will only reach KL at 2300 on Monday night.
i was forced to change my ticket to Tuesday morning T.T so much later.
losing my external hard disk means a really tough life for me.
i saved all my work in there and now its gone i have to redo all the documentations to be filed as the final report.
so tough. so tough.
but its holiday still, means something.

happy holiday!

♛

managed to finally sleep super well last night. hahahaha i guess i need some excitement to boost my sleeping worms to work.
or maybe my body is sensing that backtojohor day is near? lol
one exact more week to go. #mixedmixeddoublemixedfeelings

taiwan!

well then, finally its here. took me half a month to upload all the photos into dropbox. there are so many photos that i decided that i should delete some. ive already deleted a lot but there are still a lot. #fainted.
i uploaded them all to a photo and just by clicking a link you will be able to view them all. this saves me a lot of time instead of uploading all the photos here and making the page jammed when you guys try to load my page haha.
uploaded preview of each days photos.

Day 1 : 台中蓬甲

Day 2 :清境

Day 3 : 观星园

Day 4, 5 : 高雄

Day 6,7,8,9 : 台北

for more, •CLICK HERE•

sorry for the laziness. :p

Foods in Kay Elle!

went to kl last weekend. spent two nights with the eldest sister. its so good to go kl nowadays when you have a sister who will pay all the bills you spend there. #SHHH i didnt buy anything special there because kl is kinda boring to me already. O.O money sucking city, even its my sister's money i still bleed much for spending it. took a lot of pictures of food only, zzz boringnya haha.

 once i arrived in kl i called my sister but shes still working and i was told that i needed to wait till 6 something before i could plan for the next destination. its freaking 5pm only. i was left with no choice but to stay at the bus station lar. did not walk around the huge building because i was carrying heavy backpack. just sat at the bench and get wifi online.

 arrival at TBS. bus station upgraded to airport-like with free wifi woohoo!

and when its about 545pm i took LRT to Hang Tuah to meet my bossy sister lol. we went to Times Square for our dinner. i was starving and wanted to try korean cuisine. so here we are. i dont know whats the name of the restaurant but i was glad i went in because i ordered the right food. just nice!

was so lazy to captionize the pictures haha. by the look, thats enough.
went to 1Utama the second day. i had never been there before because its quite far from Cheras, where my sister lives. cost 8 bucks of taxi after taking LRT to Kelana Jaya. fly away $$$~~
saw a fashion show there. kids and adults. i felt weird looking at the female models' face. they looked like fake dolls, the kind which usually appears on TV, they haunt kids at nights.

ah then its lunch time. :D we had no clue where to go at all. in the end we ended up at Little Taiwan. frankly i wasnt really fancy this shop because it looked like theres nothing special and with only a little food with expensive prices. didnt expect high.

 BUT, the food tasted so nice! my sister ordered set lunch and see how huge serving it is! and its only RM9.90 zzz.

i ordered this. 砂锅老鼠粉 OMG! ill leave you guys to imagine the taste by looking at the picture below hahaha.

and thats it, my simple kl trip. until next time, then.

this is long, just so.

there is this girl in my course whose average sleeping time is around 3 to 4am. sometimes her switching off the table lamp is obvious to be heard because the switch is just behind the wall my bed is adhered to. that happens very rarely because my sleeping time is around 10 something. the only situation is that she pressed the switch really hard until i woke up from my sleep, knowing shes going to bed. that was at 330am. i wasnt so sure until i asked her the next morning. sleep till blur blur ma.
but last night, i could hear her really clearly. because i wasnt asleep. i was turning on the bed, starting from midnight. 3 hours plus, that is. i could not fall asleep wtf. i knew i had a paper the next morning at 9am and i could not force myself to dream at 3am. my mind couldnt rest. i was thinking about holiday already. i was thinking about home.
my sister is already arranging plans for me from the day im going back. there may be a birthday dinner for my brother though its one day late. the next morning, facial wash, pizza, shopping, contact lens, bridesmaid shoes etc. etc. we could use some of the free time for baking, maybe spaghetti too. she loves my spaghetti, everybody does. maybe some cupcakes, puddings, or meatballs for my dad, its his favourite. i need not to swallow cintan maggi mee for lunch again. what i got are chicken soup, pumpkin soup, meat porridge, all those best dishes in this world.
on 20th, my two elder sisters will be back home too. the family is whole again, could mean more noise and cny atmosphere that time. we will have family day out, shopping for chinese new year goods, decorations, some days maybe to mum's shop for business. my sisters and i will discuss something like make-up, dresses, shoes, hair styles. my brother about phones, cars, girlfriends haha. and my parents about ang pau. :p
i miss my piano too. ive more song scores downloaded already. my sisters will play it sometimes too. like note by note. the only thing missing is my dear little chang ming. we will all stare out of the dining room window, pretending like shes playing with herself out there, just like she used to.
holiday is for family. holiday is for home.

home is the epitome of love.

until im home, i have one more paper and few days in kl to go. ill be home soon, like, real soon.

christmas night!

as i mentioned before, i participated in my church mall caroling and had a lot of fun there. this post is about one of the days i love the most. we were all in red and christmas feeling was to the max! there were a lot of events and performance going on and on and i didnt have much time to stay around and watch all the performance. but i believe they were all the best.

MC of the night.

frankie nee, my praise and worship lead singer.

jensen, the drummer.

haijian, the bass-ist

the singers. did you see me? XD

华仔，the electronic guitarist

the highlight of the night of course is the drama! the best drama ive ever seen here. the actors were so epic funny #salute because they acted like theyre at home HAHAHAHHAHHA i shall say, you all should be there!

the world best actor, yik yong

在冰天雪地放羊的牧羊人, jeremy

‘每天放羊放到闲闲闲！’, chui heng

and never forget the little little lambs

cute lamb leader haha

三位会rap的博士

its the climax of the drama hahahhaha i swear i could laugh all my dinner out

hai jian

june and her husband, richard

pastor's beloved children :)

lucky draw winner damn! that should be me lol!

years before i was at home for christmas, except for this year i wasnt at home. i miss home so much i called my parents which were in kl for vacations back from cambodia. i saw them having fun via my dad's facebook. i felt nolstalgic i just miss my home. since i couldnt be at home, i took the opportunity to enjoy the university life christmas away from home. i was away, and something has just came across the mind. decisions were made. 

God put everyone in a place for a reason, as for me, i know what He wants me to know.

Thank you GOD! love ya to the max.

p/s : i stole all the photos WAHAHHAHAHHAHA