Raya 2013

finally its time to blog about my raya visitation this year. haha ill kill myself if i postpone this again. actually the houses that i visited, they are my dad's colleagues. they have this visitation every year during raya, the time when we kids can taste yummy malay curry (if we are at home). pity eldest sister, she came back that day, but she reached at 3pm so theres no way we could ask all the colleagues to wait for her.

we went to two houses, Azlan (if im not mistaken) and Aishah's houses. they prepared super yummy curry and masak hitam for us. i love the food so much! if its not because i wasnt feeling so well that day, im afraid i would sapu all the food hahahahhaa. gigantic limyi!

look at the kuih! so colourful so yummy! lol drool man!

of course, there was camwhoring time. now that my siblings are all at the different places (brother is in Sibu, eldest sister is in KL, fatty sister will be going to Swinburne Kuching, Im in JB, little sister is in Sabah), either studying or working, it is very precious when we can gather all at a time.
they always complain that i take too many photos, e.g. (if you follow me on Instagram) my dog, bees, flowers, anything) but isnt that the fastest way to keep memory? lol.

super kacau the blue lights on our heads. zzz.

im sorry i missed Hurricane Tuesday yesterday, if you realize, but im kinda lost track of time, since all what i do at home are to eat, sleep and shit. hahahahhaha.

♛

oh hey! its February already. it finally rained in the afternoon today, guess the Spring is coming, its coming its coming. and boyfie is coming back in 4 days!
kinda boring at home these days because i have absolutely nothing to do. all i ever do at home is to eat, sleep and drama haha.
mum said we should actually start preparing the ingredients for pre-cny dinner, she wanted me to list out the dishes. ended up my sister and mother talking and i did the secretary work.
so many dishes zzz who cook oh?
i phone harassed my eldest sister to buy me more clothes from kl and jb, because i dont have many in store. girls, when will you be satisfy about your no-more-space-for-more-clothes wardrobe? troll.
but her taste is, haih. probably no chance for more.
time for drama again, byebye.

Christmas!

Merry Christmas! hows your Christmas eve? mine?
i went to Singapore, heading down to Orchard Road for Christmas decoration.
was kinda disappointed, we should have gone at night because they played a lot with lights and lights are only on at nights.
anyway, nice trip with the girls!
i actually intended to buy myself a Christmas pressie, a Marc Jacobs watch but you know la, i dislike the situation that when i shop, they keep quiet and in the hearts thinking 'what a rich girl' zzz im not rich, i save for it hoh. still gonna get it anyway but next time, shop alone.
i took no pictures except the stores lol.

this is the only Christmas tree i saw in Singapore.

so huge, there are two bells inside where you can pull the strings hanging from the bells to the floor and then the bells will go like ding ding ding ding.

so Christmas aromatic!

i stayed in room at Christmas eve night and watched drama until i forgot my bedtime. slept at 1am woke up at 630am to get ready for church.
it started at 10am but all the performing packs would need to arrive before 745am lol
i felt like an artist the whole mass, rushing and changing clothes several times for different performance.
i think the audience would respond like, HOW COME THIS GIRL LAGI! SHE JUST PERFORMED!
lol yeah its like besides the sermon, you could see me involved in every performance.

picture before the mass by Ivy.

this is my church. can you spot me on the stage?

neh on the right side the one with the red tee lol so small!

was so happy because there were a lot of new friends willing to accept Jesus Christ as their saviour!

PTL!

morning ended like that, came back to room in the afternoon to find out that my block short circuited and i was forced to nap without fan.
didnt matter much without the fan because its windy and chilling outside. so then, i fell asleep and woke up 2 hours later.
i wanted to pee so much but there were so many guys outside at the corridor and i was scared lol.
yeah i was, the whole block is quite empty, given that its study week now.
empty and dark, with lots of ma lak lou outside.
so i tahan my pee la lol, if you know the feeling, damn.

oh so dark! it was raining so, so cold!

electricity was back at about 6pm, ah finally i could pee

next is to the Christmas pressie!
i dont usually get Christmas pressents from friends or family but this year i got three!

the first one was from my coursemate.

she actually didnt intend to give me this at the first place. thought of giving to me right after she chop off her hair hahah.

lucky me! i love this very much

next its from my church friend.

i was actually merely complimenting his shirt because i found it very cute.

and then, he said he would give me that and he really did! omg so many angels *fly fly fly*

it very very large, can fit 4-5 me, but i still love it very much!

third, its from my boyfie.

he didnt give me flowers or what lol he gave me an Apple software, Mountain Lion.

ive been craving for it for about 3 months and i actually wanted to make it my Christmas pressie for myself haha.

bought it from App Store using his account, yay!
i gave him a power bank btw.

 

so, Christmas is all about sharing. how was yours? :)

♛

hey guys! okay first of all, started this with a selca lol.

so! its 22nd december, 2010, which means we survived again from so-called doomsday haha.
frankly i dont believe, not a bit, about the doomsday on 21st. i thought we wouldnt know? even Jesus Christ Himself doesnt know, how is it possible for me to know?
mind me, i did not say that it is NOT doomsday on 21st December, 2012, i said that i DID NOT KNOW if it is.
many prophecies about this 2012 doomsday, and one of them was from a great prophet in 16 century, Nostradamus, in his short poem, 

“当会跳舞的马转到9圈时，世界将在宁静的早晨当中结束”
"From the calm morning, the end will come when of the dancing horse the number of the circles will be 9."
•click here• 
 
this prophecy assembled PSY and his hit song, Gangnam Style. they said that if this song hits 100 millions subscribe, then could be the end of the world. 100 millions there are 9 zeros in it, its the 9圈 in the prophet.
i was so speechless lol what the hell is happening?!
one of my coursemate was actually quite disappointed the sky was still bright, the sun was still there on 21st morning. ...................... speechless.

well, since the world is not going to end any sooner, its time to leave the rest of time to our main character of Christmas Day instead of worrying what you should do before the end of world.
im super busy with Christmas, im performing in church that day, besides the pnw part and choir, and am super nervous about that haha. its been so long since i last performed violin in front of the public.
台下150分，台上才有100分。guess im a perfectionist then.

am so busy with final projects too. i was supposed to have 6 presentations this week, but 1 was postponed to 8 January, 2013 and another one was cancelled.
four down, one more to go.
and all the reports will have to be amended and passed up before the final exam.
speaking of final exam, my timetable is ridiculous.
i have 5 subjects having final, 4 of them are from 2 January until 6 January, and the last paper on 12.
wt shit. if there is no paper on 12th, i could have gone back home earlier for cny!
and UTM, despite of all the complaints and frustration feedbacks received, the university still refuses to postpone the school reopen date. school reopens on 13th February, 2013, the 3rd day of CNY. for us traveling on plane, we need to get our ass back to school on the 2nd day of CNY.
we bare with you setting Sunday as an exam day but not this one. CNY is for home.
i wonder who the hell will come back that early. chinese, i mean.

well guess that enough for this update. got tonnes of work to catch up.
until then, xoxo.

假期要完了咯

今天星期六了。假期也快到了尾声，我也是时候该做我该做的事情了。假期过去，已经没有借口可以再拖。
曾经听人说过，无论假期是多长还是多短，功课肯定是留到最后三天才来解决的。
这句话用在我身上真是太对了！
我真佩服我的同学，他们可以每天都在做功课，不管是不是假期。
都还没开始放假，她们就已经 Facebook inbox 问我这科功课应该怎么做。我亲爱的，别等我的答案了，可能假期完了我都还没生出蛋呢！

假期去了KL，真开心啊！吃了很多我平常吃不到但是又很想吃的东西，买了一些衣服。最重要的是，我在那里三天吃吃喝喝，血拼，加埋车票都是我姐姐还钱的。还真不少啊！
不不不，别羡慕我。我也不过是吃了 SAKAE SUSHI, 许留山，鲜芋仙，小台湾，Auntie Anne's， Pizza Hut, Subway, Chatime, 雪花 Snowflakes, 买了三件衣服，再加上一场电影 Skyfall 而已。本来想去 Starbuck's 的，但是时间不足，哎，真是遗憾。哈哈，我觉得我好欠打 lol。不过还好我没放弃要去KL，不然这个假期又是白白地浪费了。

在吃 Pizza Hut 的时候，姐姐问我这部戏看了没，那部戏看了没。我都说没有，听都没听过。她说养豪没带我去看吗？我说，他大便都没时间了，还看戏。她又说，那总有一起吃饭吧？我说，有啊！放工8点回来就带我吃晚餐。她说，怎么那么迟！那么吃好晚餐有什么好康？我说吃好就回家啦，累死了还好康。她说，难倒每天吃好就马上回家 meh？我说，不然？他又问，周末 leh？我说，周末大家都忙咯，去教会，不然就再加休息。她问，难倒你们一点休闲都没有 meh？我想了想，还真的是没有。她最后问我，那请问你到底是女朋友还是女性朋友？我没有理她。

我曾经真的以为我不会在乎那些，像个老夫老妻一样的生活不是很好嘛？近来我努力地把心中那小小的声音压下去，我一直就像个小男孩一样，渴望他忙碌的父亲可以在放工的时候来抱抱他，来听听他说学校的事，说说心事。可是忙碌与疲惫怎么能够看到小男孩微笑眼里的那滴泪水呢？我记得你曾经带我去看过电影的，我记得你曾经带我去走走逛逛的，我也记得你曾经那么迫切追问我心里的话的，但那些回忆好像变得好模糊。是我也忙碌，是我看漏了什么吗？
那天半夜我问了 Ivy，她男朋友也是一样，甚至在她与他分享学校的事情时，他应她说，你要我给你什么反应，都不干我的事。她说或许是因为他们都工作了，而我们还在享受大学轻轻松松的人生阶段。是我们太幼稚，还是他们想得我们太成熟？

我想，我需要更大的度量，更大的忍耐，更多的忙碌。不管怎样，我还是觉得我是幸福的。
放假过了，我更忙了。还有一大堆的东西在等着我呢。过了下个semester，我更靠近毕业了。不过，那是等过了下个学期的事，哈哈哈。
不写了，写到想大便了。 LOL!

祝速霖和芬芬新婚快乐！

♛

人生中收到的第一张红炸弹 Y(^.^)Y

其实还有另外一张，新娘是我大姐以前的coursemate。
她邀请了养豪，也邀请了我。
她也邀请了大姐出席她在古晋的婚宴。
我拨了个电话给大姐，问她几时打机票去古晋。
大姐说不确定那时候会在哪里，因为她才递了请辞。
我叫她确定了告诉我，但是她回我
“人家是要养豪带女朋友去婚宴，不是叫我带妹妹去婚宴！”
真绝情 LOL
不过这句话告诉了我
未来的50年（如果 我能活那么久），陪在身旁的不会是家人
而是我现在 选择的伴侣
真是“男怕入错行，女怕嫁错郎" 
HAHAHAHHAHA
不过应该是没去了 机票贵死了 又不是回家bo

祷告有便宜机票吧
让我能去见见我们家的晓君 哈哈哈
OKAY LA BYE.

Convocation Dream

this weekend until Monday is the convocation day for the graduates in UTM.
the whole campus is full of vehicles starting even on Wednesday afternoon. graduates started to pour in to prepare for their convocation day, lending Jubah, arranging time for photo studio, hotel was booked months ago though.
my roommate's boyfriend is graduating today too.
so i knew quite well how things are going to be hahah updated first hand information from my roommate.
she started to buy graduation flowers, anak patung and even ordered graduation Sticky sweets for her boy.
gosh business is flying high everywhere. and one thing i never understand is that, why anak patung? zzz i would rather get a water bottle than anak patung.
okay, weird me.
i went to church for fellowship this morning.
shes still sleeping when i stepped out of the door.
i actually dont like her being in room during weekend because i have to attend church fellowship on saturday and church mass on sunday morning and i have to tiptoe all the way just not to wake her up. -___-
i cant even switch on the lights.
ah back to the topic.
when i came back room at about 12 noon, shes already out.
i saw her little black dress gone, saw cosmetics on her table, i even saw used mask.
wao haha.
the weather was quite fine for the morning session graduates. windy with no big sun.
they could take photos freely without having to worry about the sun.
it usually rains these days in the afternoon so i was quite worry if it rains in the afternoon, i couldnt go to my CG leader's convocation.
i went to nap, hoping it wont rain.
but i was awake by the thunderstorm noise.
maybe God isnt in good mood these days.
打雷打到没有人有 -______- of course i cant attend his convocation liao /.\

i cant imagine myself graduating.
its not far from now, 2 years is just in a blink of an eye.
but i just cant bring myself to imagine myself in Jubah.
i read that, mostly on facebook, a lot of ppl wish to graduate too.
but not me.
maybe ill be financial independence then, but what i lose will be the precious time.
24/7 worrying about work, projects, boss, colleagues, nah. but bo bian lah!
working and worrying about bread isnt my type. but that day still will come, someday 2 years from now. but then i may be continue my study in Master. lol so far away from work.
oh well, maybe i will change in 2 years time.

anyway, happy convocation! lol taken this photo from UTM academic website.

cny blast!

now, i know it has been a really long time since the last update. im home, and home makes me really a lazy bum. i do not care im enjoying the time of the year. chinese new year just passed, well not officially but the mood kinda fades already. ive done so much, the only thing missed is photos. i dont really know what were the things or events i was busy with, but, i was busy. couzie's wedding, uncle's birthday dinner, going up and down to sarikei bintangor sibu, a couples of movies, damn this is the best cny ever! :D
now photo time. though its not a lot, but they are the best and most i can come up with.

firstly, it was my couzie's wedding. honestly, i laughed a lot when i learnt that shes going to be the bridesmaid. i woke up at 5am to set everything up for her. bride has always got a bridesmaid, but this is the first time i learnt that bridesmaid has got a maid too and i was the maid!

isnt she cute? lol by the way, i wasnt the one who did her makeup. my cousin-in-law did. shes just as dark as her so we reckoned that her makeup tools would suit my sister more than mine.
if any of you is interested, shes 20 years old, young and most importantly, available.

i was so bored while waiting for the bride to come. i wish i could just lay down and sleep but i couldnt. i was a maid you know! so i camwhored a little.

 

 

my cousin and fresh new cousin-in-law. shes so beautiful that night. every girl is at her best on her wedding day.

just a little fun before heading to the wedding reception. this is my idea, thought i could use the colour of it. turns out nice :D

 

this is the first new year card i received this year. and it is all the way from malacca, using poslaju. i wonder why did he want me to get this real quick since he used poslaju, its costly, you know. anyway i really love this surprise.

well this is my chinese new year. what about yours? :)

christmas night!

as i mentioned before, i participated in my church mall caroling and had a lot of fun there. this post is about one of the days i love the most. we were all in red and christmas feeling was to the max! there were a lot of events and performance going on and on and i didnt have much time to stay around and watch all the performance. but i believe they were all the best.

MC of the night.

frankie nee, my praise and worship lead singer.

jensen, the drummer.

haijian, the bass-ist

the singers. did you see me? XD

华仔，the electronic guitarist

the highlight of the night of course is the drama! the best drama ive ever seen here. the actors were so epic funny #salute because they acted like theyre at home HAHAHAHHAHHA i shall say, you all should be there!

the world best actor, yik yong

在冰天雪地放羊的牧羊人, jeremy

‘每天放羊放到闲闲闲！’, chui heng

and never forget the little little lambs

cute lamb leader haha

三位会rap的博士

its the climax of the drama hahahhaha i swear i could laugh all my dinner out

hai jian

june and her husband, richard

pastor's beloved children :)

lucky draw winner damn! that should be me lol!

years before i was at home for christmas, except for this year i wasnt at home. i miss home so much i called my parents which were in kl for vacations back from cambodia. i saw them having fun via my dad's facebook. i felt nolstalgic i just miss my home. since i couldnt be at home, i took the opportunity to enjoy the university life christmas away from home. i was away, and something has just came across the mind. decisions were made. 

God put everyone in a place for a reason, as for me, i know what He wants me to know.

Thank you GOD! love ya to the max.

p/s : i stole all the photos WAHAHHAHAHHAHA