Passion

I will be bombarding my blog with a lot of photos of my wedding day. William helped me to take so many nice photos and I think it will be such a waste if I don't upload them somewhere, but I don't feel like creating an album in Facebook and just dump all the photos up to that album. That way, I don't feel people sharing my joy. Maybe I still will be creating an album for that, but I am also going to write blog posts like this one, and the previous one, and the previous previous one, so that you guys can read something about that photo, so that you guys can learn about my life, my friends, my family through these photos.

Reading and writing, reading and writing. It is always been in me that I wanna write. More and more and more. Just sometimes I don't have the leisure time for this. I blog during office hours, often short ones. I enjoy writing, and words attract me so very much I can spend a night reading them. Don't underestimate me, I actually read all of Xiaxue's wordy and lengthy blog posts. Aha.

Found a really really nice and inspiring Christian blog, JarridWilson. Have a sweet time reading. :D

When I feel like writing, I will just write.

And I do hope you guys enjoy.

生活

今天早上心情不是很好呐。因为我超级爱睡的。虽然大家都说我每天上班没有一天是不爱睡，不打瞌睡的，不过今天真的是很x94936758 爱睡。我不能明白的是，明明我很忙，大家却觉得我上班都在翘脚看漫画。哈哈哈哈！虽然我不否认我打蛇不是盖的，但是我也是很努力做工的啊开玩笑。我也是有做工的叻，我不是翘脚白拿薪水的，被人冤枉我觉得很委屈，哈哈哈哈哈。工作做啊做，不能停。最好也不要停啦，会闷死。也最好慢慢来啦。
但是，总之今天早上真的没那个心情，所以一大早就去烦老同学。怎么样啊同学。苏同学是小学老师，现在学校放假中，他当然也在颓废中。早上11点才给我起床。厚！只是受不了。起床了就running man，run到天上去了咯。
啊然后姐今早脾气不好，他中炸弹，中指炸过去，啊哈哈哈哈哈。
老同学就是老同学，老到你什么脾气屁性格都已经暴露无遗，没必要再装来装去。我是不会指人中指的，唯对老同学。吶，被我指过中指的，同学，你在我眼中已经老去了，科科。
今天11月25了，囧。还有一个月吶，但是注册都还没安排的，哈哈哈哈哈。现在我看是时候开始好好准备了。太迟了？噢不，对我们来说，刚刚好。该早准备的都已经准备了，剩下的，科科。派喜帖吧，选床架吧，安排座位吧。还好家乡的不需要我烦，第一个出嫁的也不错嘛，大家都蛮兴奋的。
最后提醒同学，星期五！我已经通知我爸了。

Happy Wedding

假期要完了咯

今天星期六了。假期也快到了尾声，我也是时候该做我该做的事情了。假期过去，已经没有借口可以再拖。
曾经听人说过，无论假期是多长还是多短，功课肯定是留到最后三天才来解决的。
这句话用在我身上真是太对了！
我真佩服我的同学，他们可以每天都在做功课，不管是不是假期。
都还没开始放假，她们就已经 Facebook inbox 问我这科功课应该怎么做。我亲爱的，别等我的答案了，可能假期完了我都还没生出蛋呢！

假期去了KL，真开心啊！吃了很多我平常吃不到但是又很想吃的东西，买了一些衣服。最重要的是，我在那里三天吃吃喝喝，血拼，加埋车票都是我姐姐还钱的。还真不少啊！
不不不，别羡慕我。我也不过是吃了 SAKAE SUSHI, 许留山，鲜芋仙，小台湾，Auntie Anne's， Pizza Hut, Subway, Chatime, 雪花 Snowflakes, 买了三件衣服，再加上一场电影 Skyfall 而已。本来想去 Starbuck's 的，但是时间不足，哎，真是遗憾。哈哈，我觉得我好欠打 lol。不过还好我没放弃要去KL，不然这个假期又是白白地浪费了。

在吃 Pizza Hut 的时候，姐姐问我这部戏看了没，那部戏看了没。我都说没有，听都没听过。她说养豪没带我去看吗？我说，他大便都没时间了，还看戏。她又说，那总有一起吃饭吧？我说，有啊！放工8点回来就带我吃晚餐。她说，怎么那么迟！那么吃好晚餐有什么好康？我说吃好就回家啦，累死了还好康。她说，难倒每天吃好就马上回家 meh？我说，不然？他又问，周末 leh？我说，周末大家都忙咯，去教会，不然就再加休息。她问，难倒你们一点休闲都没有 meh？我想了想，还真的是没有。她最后问我，那请问你到底是女朋友还是女性朋友？我没有理她。

我曾经真的以为我不会在乎那些，像个老夫老妻一样的生活不是很好嘛？近来我努力地把心中那小小的声音压下去，我一直就像个小男孩一样，渴望他忙碌的父亲可以在放工的时候来抱抱他，来听听他说学校的事，说说心事。可是忙碌与疲惫怎么能够看到小男孩微笑眼里的那滴泪水呢？我记得你曾经带我去看过电影的，我记得你曾经带我去走走逛逛的，我也记得你曾经那么迫切追问我心里的话的，但那些回忆好像变得好模糊。是我也忙碌，是我看漏了什么吗？
那天半夜我问了 Ivy，她男朋友也是一样，甚至在她与他分享学校的事情时，他应她说，你要我给你什么反应，都不干我的事。她说或许是因为他们都工作了，而我们还在享受大学轻轻松松的人生阶段。是我们太幼稚，还是他们想得我们太成熟？

我想，我需要更大的度量，更大的忍耐，更多的忙碌。不管怎样，我还是觉得我是幸福的。
放假过了，我更忙了。还有一大堆的东西在等着我呢。过了下个semester，我更靠近毕业了。不过，那是等过了下个学期的事，哈哈哈。
不写了，写到想大便了。 LOL!

祝速霖和芬芬新婚快乐！

♛

人生中收到的第一张红炸弹 Y(^.^)Y

其实还有另外一张，新娘是我大姐以前的coursemate。
她邀请了养豪，也邀请了我。
她也邀请了大姐出席她在古晋的婚宴。
我拨了个电话给大姐，问她几时打机票去古晋。
大姐说不确定那时候会在哪里，因为她才递了请辞。
我叫她确定了告诉我，但是她回我
“人家是要养豪带女朋友去婚宴，不是叫我带妹妹去婚宴！”
真绝情 LOL
不过这句话告诉了我
未来的50年（如果 我能活那么久），陪在身旁的不会是家人
而是我现在 选择的伴侣
真是“男怕入错行，女怕嫁错郎" 
HAHAHAHHAHA
不过应该是没去了 机票贵死了 又不是回家bo

祷告有便宜机票吧
让我能去见见我们家的晓君 哈哈哈
OKAY LA BYE.

cny blast!

now, i know it has been a really long time since the last update. im home, and home makes me really a lazy bum. i do not care im enjoying the time of the year. chinese new year just passed, well not officially but the mood kinda fades already. ive done so much, the only thing missed is photos. i dont really know what were the things or events i was busy with, but, i was busy. couzie's wedding, uncle's birthday dinner, going up and down to sarikei bintangor sibu, a couples of movies, damn this is the best cny ever! :D
now photo time. though its not a lot, but they are the best and most i can come up with.

firstly, it was my couzie's wedding. honestly, i laughed a lot when i learnt that shes going to be the bridesmaid. i woke up at 5am to set everything up for her. bride has always got a bridesmaid, but this is the first time i learnt that bridesmaid has got a maid too and i was the maid!

isnt she cute? lol by the way, i wasnt the one who did her makeup. my cousin-in-law did. shes just as dark as her so we reckoned that her makeup tools would suit my sister more than mine.
if any of you is interested, shes 20 years old, young and most importantly, available.

i was so bored while waiting for the bride to come. i wish i could just lay down and sleep but i couldnt. i was a maid you know! so i camwhored a little.

 

 

my cousin and fresh new cousin-in-law. shes so beautiful that night. every girl is at her best on her wedding day.

just a little fun before heading to the wedding reception. this is my idea, thought i could use the colour of it. turns out nice :D

 

this is the first new year card i received this year. and it is all the way from malacca, using poslaju. i wonder why did he want me to get this real quick since he used poslaju, its costly, you know. anyway i really love this surprise.

well this is my chinese new year. what about yours? :)