回家过年

So, 今天下午又要回家了。过去一年回家回得很频密，以前半年才回一次家，去年间隔三个月回一次。这一次距离上一次回家才一个月多。

回家是很开心的。谁不想回家。尤其是农历新年快到了。非常不同的是，这次回的不再是伴我二十几年的家。会不一样吗？不懂。都是家人，都是亲人。我的飞机票很慢才买到的，大概在十一月杪才买的。前阵子不是一直报道吗？回家飞机票很贵，回去诗巫的更贵。人家说因为诗巫人都是土豪，所以才那么贵，那么我应该感到光荣吗？科科。等呀等，原以为不能回家了，亚航飞一趟要一千出，都可以飞出国了，太不甘愿，心里默默想也许这次是真的回不到了。但是呢，马航这时候就出了便宜机票。其实也没便宜到哪里去，但是至少一千出块钱可以两个人来回飞，减半再减半。

没买到飞机票的时候，心里七上八下，感触良多。毕竟今年是第一次在夫家过年。萧先生又是传说中的长子嫡孙，不回家好像卡卡的。他家老一辈都健在，一帮亲戚朋友在除夕都会全部到乡下报道，吃团圆饭。大人小孩几十个，挤在一间高脚屋，在诗巫带过的都应该对高脚屋有印象。有私人车房，私人果园，私人动物园，还有最赞的是天然的冷气。吃好除夕年夜饭，通常会继续呆着直到初二。又是大人小孩几十个睡在一起，客厅房间连走路的地方都有限，必须小心步伐，免得不小心踩到人家的脸。

我从来没有这种经验，因为我的家从小就没在乡下，也一半因为公公，外公和外婆在我出生以前就过世了。婆婆就住在我家隔壁，伯伯堂哥叔叔都在隔壁几间，家家通到尾。新年也是到隔壁婆婆那里打麻将。几年前婆婆过世后大家都还是会聚在隔壁，但是不会过夜。然后我们家也不是高脚屋，睡在地板冷冰冰。这次回家呢，也别想过夜了。我家虽然有五间房，但是家人人数也不少，体积面积也不小，挤不下了。

在新家，我觉得长期住下去会变得很胖哈哈哈哈，妈妈超级会煮，有好吃。可能只是想养胖萧先生，最终都到我身上来。

回家回家，我有三个家。:D

Detox Water

Health got a little bad recently, just visited doctor this afternoon. Hot weather, bad food, the clinic was crowded. I waited for approximately 2 hours until I finally got everything settled in the clinic. Crowded with fever babies, coughing adults and hand shaking elders. Always hated clinic.

Rushed straight to supermarket to get some fresh fruits for my detox water recipe. I take in supplements, but back to basic, what's natural is still the best.

Detox water is super easy to make. Google some for readily recipes or simply mix your own favourites! Chop the fruits, dump them all into a container, add water, TA DAH! Just never ever ever add sugar. How much fruits, how big containers, they all depend on how much you wanna make. Fridge the mixture for 2-8 hours before consume, which that means, if you make this at night, you will wake up with the freshly made detox water to be brought to your office. You can even add water several times after you finish it.

Ah, come back to natural.

Hurricane Tuesday

wake up, love. its time to go back.

yes you are right, this week's Hurricane Tuesday is about leaving.

i have nothing much to say about this. its just another leaving. i got passed through it for the past three years and i got pretty used to it already. im still very lazy to move my ass away from dramas (im watching a new drama called Once Upon A Time, fyi only) to pack my things. i always say i have nothing much to pack when my mum nagged about me doing things the last minute about a week ago, but it always comes to me that my things cant actually fit into my luggage. what the hell. i supersized my luggage this time up to 25kg (lol), despite things that boyfie asked me to bring over, i dont have to worry my luggage will be overweighted.

2 and a half months spent at home. please die of jealousy because i got the longest holiday of all lol. days count and you cant actually realize time is slipping away just like that when youre at home. everything is prepared. meals are cooked, beds are set. 

i cant complain about home fattening stuffs too, although i didnt really change my meal routine or digest more fattening fast food. i just grew fatter. so fat. i miss when i was a skeleton lol. so thin that you can never imagine i actually got that thin just 2 months ago by looking at me now. parents are pleased im rounder.

there were, of course, times when i couldnt wait to hop on a plane and back to jb. times when conflicts and misunderstandings happened at home. im proud of myself, to be frank, because i whined to no one when false accusations were on me and digested them all all very well over a night. peace lover, i am. but its unhealthy, maybe next time, ill whine a little. lol.

ive been counting, days im gonna get back to school, or work, this time and tonight is the last night here. just like before, complicated feelings. i want to stay home but its not gonna be forever. i want to be in jb but i dont like waking up at 6am. thats so far the only thing i hate about life in jb. yeah boyfie is expecting me there but i actually called and cried to my mum when i was hitting 40ºC fever back in April instead of boyfie. why? thats because family knows me best, still.

i reckon ive already got over the whole i-dont-wanna-leave-home thing after spending three years flying come and forth. but ill still miss home.

see you again, somewhere around in January next year.
until then, xoxo.

all chunked up!

last Friday night, it was not a boring one. if you followed me in Instagram, you would know, i welcomed my February with a large glass of Hoegaarden. went to Our Story at bus terminal area and had this beer with jun.

the taste is okay, much much less bitter than Carlsberg and the others, especially Tiger. this is wheat beer, containing very low alcohol content, so its safe for you haha. taste less and less throughout the bottom of the glass, at the end it tastes like plain water. dont wonder, i was not drunk, nobody was. my boyfie is one of the boys who got really fascinated with my alcoholic level. yeah boy, now you know whats the meaning of dont judge the book by its cover haha. thanks dad, for the training since i was so young, too young for alcohol lolololol.

next, i had chicken rice in Sibu Chicken Rice shop this morning after Sunday mass. omg it seems like ages since i last tasted chicken rice haha. i dont really fancy chicken rice in Johor, because the meat and the rice, the everything is so dry. Yucks.

im enjoying my Sunday afternoon, chilling out with the air con. dont believe it? see below.

hahahahahhahahaha tian ah! why so sengeh!

黑青

今天就给大家看看我侧大腿上的两个瘀血，又大又红，快要散掉的瘀血。可能大家会觉得我大惊小怪，但是对我这种很少会有瘀血（除了打球弄到）的人，我可是很少见到自己有那么大那么红的瘀血。我也不知道那里碰撞到两个那么奇怪形状的瘀血。大家就将就将就看看我粗壮的大腿吧，哈哈哈哈哈！不好意思啊，我很胖，让大家的眼睛受苦了 :p


P/s：在家就算无所事事，每天上网泡漫画，我还是觉得开心满足。呵呵。

♛

people, im home!
feeling so comfortable at home, with 42 inches wide screen desktop monitor, i blog with my eyes -.- and sit meters away from screen with wireless keyboard and mouse, just because the screen is too large, too bright for me lol
i have tonnes of dramas to watch, tonnes of satellite channels to explore.
ah so many new clothes to wash too!
can see that my parents are happy im home hehe
ima catch up with you guys after because right now, its time for satellite and mum!
signing off, love.

January 9, 2013

the last subject presentation for this semester is finally over!
luckily the lecturer did not shanghai us for the presentation time. if he happened to postpone the time to after the last paper, ill be doomed. because i will already be in KL.
we created a windows/Mac standalone game, its the alpha version, for the marks sake haha.
today is January 9, 2013, ill be going back home so soon! like in about a week time.
so excited.
ill have my last paper on January 12, and then ill be heading to KL right after it for cny clothes.
my little sister even sent me some money asking me to shop some for her hahaha. so lucky to be in West Malaysia at seasons.
next, home.
am i ready for home? yeah!

now its time to believe what you see!

rm8 buffet in Sibu! yay so gonna try this.
no booking reservation required, RM8 for adults, free for children below 5.
my dad even texted me saying theres such buffet in sibu, meaning hes gonna bring us?
yay yay yay! ill be home on 18th and my little sister 19th.
we planned a bit OMG SO EXCITED. lol

but before all this, lets get pass the last Real Time Computer Graphics paper dulu, the paper which 80% will fail me from getting Flats this sem. pfff but who knows what God will do?
hahahhahahha.
have been procrastinating for the whole day, now lets study a bit before i go out for dinner lol.
tatatatata.

♛

chatting with old friends makes me miss home so much.
i wanna go home, the epitome of love.

cold feet?

it rains a lot these days, despite of the scorching hot weather some time ago. it rained for almost the whole day today, making me really wanna stay in bed for the whole day. so cold! during such cold day, im so glad that i bought a magic item from Daiso when i was in kl before back home.

tah dah! FEET WARMER!

now im no longer afraid of cold weather anymore :D

♛

i finally finished my last paper yesterday! i really cant believe it even its until now because you know lah, the feeling of how slow was the time from the first to the last paper pfff. i started my first paper on 13 and the last ended on 23, only 10 days i felt like half year lol. feel like de javu because this feeling happens all the time for 4 times already everytime i ended my final exam for the past 4 sem. starting on next sem, ill be super senior to new juniors O.O think graduation is not really that far. hmm.
next, im gonna need to pack my belongings into boxes and move them all to the next block store. i got the manpower manpower! the boxes are even bigger than me. manpower come come! and then ill be going to kl on 29 for my cousin's wedding reception on 30 june. woohoo my mum is gonna be there and shes gonna pay for my buyssss.
next again, ill be ready for taiwan trip. 10 days in taiwan! heard that girls accessories are sold wery wery wery cheap in taiwan. oh well, the exchange rate is now 100NT=10.90MYR damn the things im worrying about is, i dont have the freaking extra money for shoes, clothesss #cries
next next, ill be home on 15 july, the day which im really really looking forward to. :D my sister told me that its the last night of BCF? well, papa lets go lahhhh

p/s 1 : my sister just got the notice from jpa asking her to go to bonding interview on 23 but she couldnt make it so its postponed to 30 june. shes flying back all the way from japan on 30 june and going back on 1 july. guess the fares, almost 2000MYR! damn my heart bleeds................

p/s 2 : patrick its really really really hard to get to you without facebook lahhhhh please lahhhhh find me when you see this!

this is long, just so.

there is this girl in my course whose average sleeping time is around 3 to 4am. sometimes her switching off the table lamp is obvious to be heard because the switch is just behind the wall my bed is adhered to. that happens very rarely because my sleeping time is around 10 something. the only situation is that she pressed the switch really hard until i woke up from my sleep, knowing shes going to bed. that was at 330am. i wasnt so sure until i asked her the next morning. sleep till blur blur ma.
but last night, i could hear her really clearly. because i wasnt asleep. i was turning on the bed, starting from midnight. 3 hours plus, that is. i could not fall asleep wtf. i knew i had a paper the next morning at 9am and i could not force myself to dream at 3am. my mind couldnt rest. i was thinking about holiday already. i was thinking about home.
my sister is already arranging plans for me from the day im going back. there may be a birthday dinner for my brother though its one day late. the next morning, facial wash, pizza, shopping, contact lens, bridesmaid shoes etc. etc. we could use some of the free time for baking, maybe spaghetti too. she loves my spaghetti, everybody does. maybe some cupcakes, puddings, or meatballs for my dad, its his favourite. i need not to swallow cintan maggi mee for lunch again. what i got are chicken soup, pumpkin soup, meat porridge, all those best dishes in this world.
on 20th, my two elder sisters will be back home too. the family is whole again, could mean more noise and cny atmosphere that time. we will have family day out, shopping for chinese new year goods, decorations, some days maybe to mum's shop for business. my sisters and i will discuss something like make-up, dresses, shoes, hair styles. my brother about phones, cars, girlfriends haha. and my parents about ang pau. :p
i miss my piano too. ive more song scores downloaded already. my sisters will play it sometimes too. like note by note. the only thing missing is my dear little chang ming. we will all stare out of the dining room window, pretending like shes playing with herself out there, just like she used to.
holiday is for family. holiday is for home.

home is the epitome of love.

until im home, i have one more paper and few days in kl to go. ill be home soon, like, real soon.

small, yet succinct

my sister is having her eefing short school holiday before her final destination, STPM. she constantly phone harassed me for quite a few days already since she has nothing to do at home and shes just like me, do not study all the time for just a 3 hours paper work. so shes boring. i tried skype-ing with her but her camera did not work well, so as the microphone. today she texted me saying my mum brought home another 4 pairs of shoes miniature as some kind of pride of owning a shoe shop for 15 years. she collects shoes miniature. what a collection. she then showed me a picture of the shoes, neatly arranged on my staircase. that, makes me home sick so much that i got quite very emo the day onwards.

a very simple thing could make a big emotional change

blur picture anyway.

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