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忧郁时期不定时，绝不是因为生理期作祟。

面对人群，我只想回家，哪怕回家没事做，哪怕只是窝在被单里，哪怕饿肚子。

反反复复，真的只想一个人在家。

谁都别来。

不断在想，是我放错重心点了吗？

Glee Pain!

Cory Monteith is dead! neh, the one who played as Finn Hudson in Glee. omg its such a loss, ive been loving his voice since i heard him singing in Glee in Season 1. rocking yet chubby. i still remember the scene of his first time singing in Glee, he was taking his shower in school after a rugby game when Mr. Shue passed by and heard his charming voice and decided to recruit him into the school Glee club.

 Cory Monteith

and the song he blew me off is Hello, I Love You and Jessie's Girl, sang to Rachel Berry (Lea Michelle) in the drama.

Hello, I Love You

Jessie's Girl

he died for drug overdose in a hotel in Vancouver last Friday. didnt know hes a Canadian -..- he got in and out of rehab since he was 19, the first time in. voluntarily. he had been open about his problems with drugs.

poor Lea Michelle, imagine how does she live with that, dear boyfriend passed away without any prior signs. no preparation. sudden shock.

Lea Michele, 26, and Cory Monteith met on the set of Glee back in 2009, but it wasn’t until 2012 that their friendship blossomed into a relationship. During their year and a half together as a couple, the bond between them only seemed to get stronger and stronger — and Lea even wanted to start a family with Cory. Not only were they inseparable, traveling from NYC to Canada and Mexico together on a slew of occasions, but they also made it through Cory’s stint in rehab in March of 2013. With the shocking news of the actor’s death at just 31, we’re taking a look back at how their relationship blossomed from friendship to real love. (Internet)

how sad it is to know they will be separated forever. :( its like shes singing this song Without You to Cory in real. so sad so sad! its still hard to believe that hes dead.

More Information : 

'GLEE' STAR CORY MONTEITH FOUND DEAD in Vancouver

"Glee" Star Cory Monteith Dead At 31 -- Costars React

CORY MONTEITH Happy & Healthy  Just Weeks Before Death

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最近我觉得我的世界充满了黑暗
厄运一件接着一件
但是我都试着不要去想 不去想最近是背到到到到到
不去看过去几天的倒霉 睡个觉起来就忘记昨天 积极地向前
想着明天会更好 一切很快就会恢复正常

今天 我的 Toshiba hard disk 500G 忘记在 lab 的
回去找它 也问了lab assistant 没下文
我的世界顿时倾盆大雨 是一场长命雨
连绵不接
没完没了

如果你也能了解知道 堆满功课的 hard disk 对一个大学生来说有多重要
拿了我宝贝的 可不可以还给我？ T.T

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你的工作和劳累已经取代了我们之间的谈话

到头来 会剩下多少

Cough Syrup

maybe, you should sometimes listen closely to me.

im imperfect, and more than that.

since when have i become so obnoxious?

i wish i can be the best for you. but then, there are always better ones.

 

鞋子梦

你们能了解一个女子买不到她心爱的那双鞋子的感受吗？
唉 我心事重重
谁来听我说？

Teapot Robot

went to early graphics class today. so pek-cek with malays late habits pfff. we officially started our class at 9am when he said last time 8am. why dont you fucking just tell we will start at 9am? i could have grabbed one more hour in bed.
drop the topic. today lecturer asked us to create our own robot. the atmosphere is always getting more tensed and tensed through the end of the class because we all know that lecturer is so going to bombard us with tough programming homework. today, robot. i couldnt recall how i programmed those all moves, knees and elbows and head and body. i was so amused with the final outcome of my robot. HAHAHHAHAHAHAH i can move his arms and legs separately with keyboard keys. but what happened to the head? lol!

i called him Teapot Robot. :D

i cannot understand why must you act that way.

and this is not disapproval, i just wish you could be more concerning.

飞机 飞机 飞机 飞机 :(

meteor rain

what could be wrong? i spent sleepless nights, staring at the ceiling in the dark, thinking which part has gone off.
but still, i have no clue at all. i know you, just like you know me.
the worst happens when you place somebody at the very important place in your heart, and when that somebody turns away, all you left is a body with an empty heart.
will i lose you too, just like i lost her?

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下午心情糟到了极点 连假假地笑我也忘了该怎么笑
今晚我只想独自躲在我温暖的被窝里
发生了什么事 都不是我的事

今天的心情是。。。

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does this break your heart?
everybody longs for perfection probably because nobody is perfect.
you wish for wealth. you wish for stunning look.
but some people out there, they just wish to have what you are having.
dont overlook what you are having now.
embrace yourself.
so does this break your heart? well, it breaks mine.

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sad. down. frustrated. depressed.
IM SO FRIGGING FAT!!!!!!!
im not on any diet so i just eat whenever and whatever i want.
now look at me, one word. OBESE!
RAWWWWWWWWWWWR MAN!
.....
...
.
..
..... meow :(
there is fat everywhere on my body.
whatever. :(((((((((

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where is my dinner reminder boy? :'(

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为何每次都换来失望与痛心
我没话说
我还有什么可以说
万箭穿心 也只不过是属于我一个人的孤单

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it seems to me that everyone around can bake.
i mean, really nice baking products when i said they could.
but,
why cant i?
feeling screwed.
:(

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the zombie
pale eye bags black eye rings
tmd

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i know i shouldnt be sad.

no tears will be just fine.
if shes meant to go at time like this, i believe its the best plan from God for her.
my grandpa died when i was still in my mum's womb.
comfortably expecting world.
though i might not know its my grandpa dying, i might weep a little.
21 is old enough to know who the lady is.
i fought back tears, but eventually, succumbed.
nobody, at least i, can ever stand leavings.

a song from westlife - leaving.
its composed by nickie, who had long lost contact with his mother
for hes busy with his career.
but then one day when the news struck him when hes having westlife music tour,
he broke down.
i listened to this song last night before i went to my sleep.
i was in my reverie.
and then this morning, the news struck me.
God has his very own best plan. :)

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period pain is killing me.
i wish i could be pregnant forever. AKEKEKEKKEKEKE
:( what a wish
save me, by delivering chocolate bars to me
a lot, i need
they helps in cheering up too
mars bars two packs from medan mall, i miss you
:(

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had a nice chat with you.
im glad everything goes fine after like, 4 or 5 years?
still, youre the porno addicted sicko (smirk)
but if it still has to be that way, i just wish i can quit being the reason anymore.

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my days are full of movies.
im bored.
so dont be surprised that i may update a lot these few days.
am craving for sushi and pizza.
i should really stop thinking of eating all the times.
a lot.