♛

i dreamt about you calling last night, saying things youve never said but i know you mean it.
and i remember myself saying thank you.
boys always see girls, especially their girlfriends, stupid and naive. undeniable.
but youre not.
youre smart, and we talked a lot, in my reverie.
things we will never ever, by any means, tell each other in real life.
real life is cruel, we have a lot to tell, way too much, yet we look at each other from far, keeping secrets from each other.
we are just trying not to hurt each other. so fragile. so afraid of losing.
there is this little land that we will not go.
i woke up, realizing everything is in vain. you did not call. we did not talk.
i guess i just miss you.
no word can even describe my feelings now.

♛

下午心情糟到了极点 连假假地笑我也忘了该怎么笑
今晚我只想独自躲在我温暖的被窝里
发生了什么事 都不是我的事

friend

shes a friend i can never forget.