心情乱糟糟，却不知该向谁倾诉。
心中也闪过几个人影，最后却也因为不知道怎么倾诉而停止了。
可能我习惯了，笑一笑，闹一闹，过一阵子，就什么都会过去了。
情绪来得快却散得乌龟的慢，笑一笑，遮盖了伤痕，但是碰不得。
碰了，就疼了。
我不会分享，所以慢慢的变成，我不愿分享，
慢慢的变成，一个人的角落。
不可以不分享的呀，不可以一个人扛完的呀，不可以呀。
不可以呀。
可是我习惯了，习惯了不打扰，习惯了笑一笑没烦恼，习惯了一开始认定自己就一个人。
该死的习惯。
是时候该笑一笑了。
Showing posts with label nights. Show all posts
Showing posts with label nights. Show all posts
乱糟糟
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i never thought i could be this forgiving.
i never even thought this day would come.
if you are not ready, i will not force you.
im burning, its burning inside of me but i spoke of nothing so far, because its a revenge.
it is always, always only a revenge.
but at this moment, all i want to tell you is,
the word that ive long forbidden you to say.
Twilight
'its a quarter after one, im all alone and i miss you now.'
lol singing Need You Now by Lady Antabellum when i came home so late at 1am.
first time so far to come home so late haha.
went to Twilight movie with a bunch of friends.
let me tell you something, Twilight Saga Breaking Dawn Part 2 is totally a piece of shit.
damn it WHY YOU SO NICE?!!!! LOL
totally a swirl and gave me a frigging huge surprise. damn it i never knew a movie plot could go that way.
kthxbye gotta go for bed liao. lol so random.
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hello guys.
have not been updating for quite a while because the line is quite shitty and by the time it finished loading up this publish page, i was like so fed up to update already lol.
came home for about 5 weeks plus already. if you ask me what have i done during this summer holiday, ill say eat.
i came home, and had supper for almost every night.
breakfast, morning break tea, lunch, afternoon tea time, dinner, supper.
and my sister came back during raya these few days and my papa is like go out to restaurant eat lahhhh. ended up i came home every night with a bloated tummy and went straightly to bed. fml fat die me.
my eldest sister is so loso zzz she has a lot of questions : why dont you cut your nails? why do you cut your hair like this? why dont you wear the pyjamas? why do you eat this? why do you drink that? super ZZZ.
ah signed up for Amway too.
10 more days to jb. 3 more weeks to 3rd year student. #mixedmixedfeelings
ciao going to bed. having really really bad skin these days because i cant sleep well at night. dry pimpled skin. i doze off every night praying to God that when i next open my eyes ill see cute warm sunshine.
the prayer hasnt been granted yet so far, but im patient enough. GEEEEZZ
right. bye xoxo
Cough Syrup
maybe, you should sometimes listen closely to me.
im imperfect, and more than that.
since when have i become so obnoxious?
i wish i can be the best for you. but then, there are always better ones.
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its not new that i woke up because of nightmares.
but yesterday night, i woke up several times and several times, i had the very same nightmare.
that hurts.
为什么呢
风吹起和风静的时候
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