Sore

Hello long time no see! Intended to blog for a real long time, but as always, nothing much to blog about. I either go to work or poop or sleep. Work is busy, I think? Nobody loves to work, especially me, but you just gotta get going. Passion is a bitch, but thats what keep you going. Save it for another blog post.

I havent been feeling very well, all along this hazey season, oh thanks for the 11 months of continuous not polluted air, Indo. I just cannot believe these frigging retarded words actually came out from a nation leader. DUH whatever. My eyes were affected by this haze, pretty badly, that I started to buy Eye Mos from Watson. Used it for several times, it didnt help much so I gave it up and continued to suffer for another few weeks. I dont know how should I describe the sore, but it really did affect my mood greatly. I am a person of feelings, if my body feels well, I can go all days and nights without failures. However, on the other hand, once one of the parts just doesnt click, I can just turn into either a sick cat, or a bitch who picks on every little mistake that you did.

Lucky for Mr. Siaw, I was a sick cat this season.

I tried my best to stay away from computers but I dont think its actually working hahaha unless I took a few days off from work, which I didnt. As I said, workload was high and they didnt actually care if youre sick or what, what should be done must be done, must be on time, or even better, before time. Typical Singaporeans? Lucky for me, I got 2 weeks rest on weekends, which I could hardly get, because weekends are meant for church. Just so it happened that those 2 weeks, there were subs to help out.

I also took advise from friends, to consume more berries. Ah again something to be thankful for. My Amway protein supplement is in berry flavour hahaha.

Err nah, just a photo to show you the supplement.

This berry protein supplement has a very sweet scent. I once read online, it said, all protein drinks dont taste well. Why? because they are proteins, they are meant for your body tissues, for a better good than selling appearances or scents. I kinda agree with them, both protein drinks dont taste well and they are for the better good. I never try on the other Amway protein drinks, but this one, it really does not taste well mixed with plain water. HAHAHAHA and so, i mix it with soya drinks. Voila, it tastes better.

I went to hunt for berries too, berries are expensive because they are imported goods, usually USA or whatever cooler weather countries. I actually take this as the last option, although they are natural fruits but I just cannot help thinking how much preservatives they were added to, so that after weeks, they still look as fresh as if they were just plucked. Since, nothing much to help me on the sore already, might as well get them too.

See the strawberry ninja I created. This photo is actually cropped from a saved Snapchat photo. If youre familiar with Snapchat, then you will know I did not purposely add that black lines on the photo hahaha. It will be automatically added when you add text to the photo. That eyes emoji, I got them by updating my iOS version to 9.1, thanks to Patrick's advice and his persistent pestering. So add them all up, a Strawberry Ninja was born.

Anyway, my eyes got better already. Haze is not gone yet, this is a tough fight.

Until next time, xoxo.

Hurricane Tuesday

Blogging in the office. Nice employee.

How time flies, huh. 30th September already, my month is ending and I havent got it enough! I still can remember how my birthday passed last year, and here i am again, another year older. Well, with a little of the biggest surprise ever. *wink*

Jun came to visit me last weekend, and I must say, I have had the best weekends of all lololol. Because i could have just stayed at home 2 days straight at home, rotting and waiting only time for food hunting. Really, nothing is fascinating after you got settled down. Next Monday is a holiday, I wanna to shop all the shopping malls in JB then hahahahah. Anyway, Jun and I went to the Bon Odori festival, a Japanese cultural festival in JB. It is here annually, and it just so happened to be here the weekend Jun came to visit me hahhaha.

And then last night, we went to Taman Pelangi La Gourmet for this gigantic fruit ice.

Initially wanting to have this, but this impossible mission cannot be completed by only 4 of us.
 Photo credits : http://kamikakijalan2makan2.blogspot.com/2014/01/la-gourmet-tamna-pelangi-johor-bahru.html 

So instead of the Mango Ice Towel, we have this fruit ice towel hahahah. only one la.
Photo credits : https://www.facebook.com/LaGourmetDesserts

Anway, just a short update about me. Feeling guilty because of the loud keyboard typing sound in the office, when everybody knows I have absolutely nothing to do.

Ciao. Hurricane Tuesday is it.

Update

blog is sooooo dead roflll. i just dont know what to write here anymore, living a nothing-special-everyday kind of routines. but i guess i still need to get some updates here. typed and backspaced, typed and backspaced. sometimes, some things are not meant to be told.

so it is the time again. semester is coming so soon to an end, and what is different this semester is that, this is the last frigging semester. life as a student, im surely gonna miss this. before that, of course, assignments, projects and fyp. i thought all the final semester students were going to be crazy for fyp but me, it went pretty well. submitted reports, no rush, less stress, much less than the others. no hair-pulling dilemma, everything went well, following the schedule. maybe its because im doing on research. run coding, record result, analyze, write reports and im all done. what bother me this semester, a week before study week, they turn out to be course assignments and projects. when you are in 1st year, assignments are assignments, projects are projects. when you are in 4th year, however, assignments are actually projects, projects are actually, i dont know, feel like fyp to me. whaaaattttt?

next weekend is boyfie's graduation ceremony. oh i just lost another weekend. fyp presentation is three days after the ceremony. and i am always not the type to complete work days before due date. ahaha.

needa get a job, a room soon before my plan to start kick working in August. is that too fast, or should i just start in September? where should i work? where should i stay?

and this time, i should have missed home badly. instead, i feel nonchalant. i used to call home whining about the food, the bed, the weather, the people, the everything. i used to. i think i got better, i adapt well, i cant stay forever at home. independence much? nay, just got a clearer view of what life is. i will miss school life, i will miss time when im not tied to work, i will miss them.

ending this post with a self-potrait of mine. lol so not ngam.

i asked William to take this for me. i intended to create the gothic feel of myself, like those ghost posters but this, major fail. i wasnt gothic-feeling enough. :/ setting was not right. facial expression was not right. everything was not right. ://////

Update

im like a zombie now, rushing my work this and that. really, now i finally get the feeling of yanghow's saying, da bian dou mei you shi jian le. damn. i adjusted my bedtime from before 11pm to now, averagely, after 2am. i cant do this any longer because im an old lady. im so tired but i just cant make myself doing work, stressing myself out for the whole 24/7 cycle. that is unhealthy and i dont like being unhealthy mentally, especially.

deadline of first thesis submission is near and i didnt realize it was that near until last week, when my supervisor reviewed on the dates, we need to pass up first submission next Sunday. what makes the news is that i have not even started on my Abstract of the thesis yet. yeah i know, YAY. we didnt really realize it was that soon. plus, ive scheduled myself to be in KL next weekend. lol. work hard, play harder. i changed algorithms during coding implementation so i cant use the draft i drafted two semesters ago. again, YAY.

i initially thought maybe, just maybe, i could take a leave for church choir tonight but then i realized its Good Friday tomorrow and skipping choir tonight means i cant perform tomorrow then. we have rules. i need to go.

coursemates are rushing too and they are more stressed out than i am. and, i dont understand why. so far as i know they are doing well, they have nice results, graphs, tables everything while i am left with pieces here and there. but they are stressing out too, maybe theres something i missed. they go really aggressive these days, get flared up quite easily compared to the other days and some of them are in the period of time when Aunty Red is visiting in a few days time. careful, while you talk. you can hear shoutings and you will know someone just got shot.

gotta meet with supervisor again later at 230pm and when it ends, its already time to prepare for choir. oh Thursday, what a day.

just a short update before i MIA for a very long time. i feel like its dying here.
Au revoir.

Update

finally back to jb then. i think everybody in hometown starts to miss me already.
didnt get much update here because i was totally not in the mood.
well, still am not.
just got up really early this morning to go for a jog, came back with a cold shower and i think ima crash now.
i have class in the afternoon, after all. i cant doze off at the first day of this class.
wont say i miss home much, wont say i miss home less, either.
think im more cold hearted than anybody else, i just happened to know its that hard for boyfie to leave home.
he wept? i guess. just so heavy.
new semester starts and ima enjoy the last, like, very very much. prolly not heading home this semester break, again. prolly even wont get home as soon as the end of semester too.
dont miss me.
okay gonna sleep now. bye.

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hey guys, finally some updates, huh?

yeah so im in jb now, in school since this Wednesday. there was a little obstruction when i was here the first day. as soon as i booked my ticket to fly back here somewhere around in April or May, i was unaware that my room would not be available to me until the first year orientation week is over. thats not until 6th September. i took my flight back on the 4th, which i was refused when i requested to rent for extra two days.

i was a little panicked, a little, because i didnt arrange for another accommodation besides school. and im not going to stay at boyfie's, no matter how. just as lucky as i always am, the office staff happened to ask me, out of random, where i was from. i answered them and that gave them a shock. well, they couldnt actually send me back on a plane home, could they? so they asked me to send a letter to the college principal and blah blah blah. ill skip the the part between anyway i got my key in the end.

so i got in, tidied up the room. the floor dust, zzz, is like 1cm thick, i mopped and mopped and mopped but it still feels dusty. i wonder if the last residents actually ever mopped the floor before.

it is so cold in utm that i wear long pants everyday. jacket too, very very very cold.

im sorry if i offended you with my fat limbs. and my strawberry stockings. i even complain that the leggings are not long enough! and from the picture above, if you can tell how dark the sky was then.

all i ever did these days before i start to work on Monday is, as usual, eat sleep and shit. hahhaha. ill be super busy when i start to work. still trying to figure out about my working attire because mine are totally so not formal to any of them. well, im just an intern student anyway.

roommate moves in, and i miss my ex-roommate the moment i saw the current one. i think ive seen her somewhere before, maybe shes my faculty junior? i dont know. she didnt give me a very good impression. all she every did to get that bad is because she called me when i was having my sweet nap this morning hahahaha.

she called to ask if i wanna change our room to the ground floor. she said the staff told her that a room must be occupied with two so she couldnt move it herself. i dont wanna stay on the ground floor because last time, my friend got robbed. lol no la things got stolen. she put her handphones on the floor under her bed, which was at least 2 meters away from a barred window, the thief managed to steal the phones. he was even so kind that he left the two sim cards on the table, taking away the phones with him zzz. yeah so the current roommate she has no choice but to stay in the same room. i bet the reason she doesnt want the room because it is the last room of the floor, though she claimed that staying on the ground floor would be more convenient. she even asked me if i heard any noise or bizzare sound at night, from toilet or corrider. wtf girl, did you do something that you dont want ppl to know?

so it was settled. i went out for dinner just now and came back seeing her stuffs all moved in. but shes not here, maybe tomorrow.

i dont hate roommates, frankly, i just dont wanna to cause trouble to them during weekends, when i have to wake up early for church while they want to sleep in. maybe its the best that she goes home during weekends. now that shes decided to stay, then i guess i have to pray that shes from Johor, so she can go back home every weekend, leaving me alone.

this is a long post. kinda tired and hungry now.
xoxo.

recently

ellowww. yeah i always wanted to update here but i have no time. quite busy with fyp these days.
finally submitted the thesis today but still have another fyp presentation to go on Monday.
was lucky because i completed everything before bed yesterday.
i woke up at 7am realizing that the whole world was not ready for class. i slept back. i thought class was off for this morning pfff made me skip class. i only learnt that my girl gang, all of them skipped class this morning because they didnt go to bed until at least 5am.
one even went to bed only at 8am.
one went mad and started sobbing this afternoon as the time ticking to 5pm, the time we need to submit the thesis today, because she hadnt got her thesis printed yet.
lucky me.
i got a non-PhD lecturer as my main examiner. im still wondering if thats a good thing because i was told that PhD lecturers like to bombard students as if they know nothing. although i really know nothing lol. i cant imagine the examiners asking me why did i choose the methods, because my answer would be something like 'i know nothing about the other methods! i cant understand any shit at all'.
that would really cost me many marks.

i got another presentation tomorrow. the lecturer asked for creativity and this is what my team got.

pretty? i like it so much. its not hard to do this but it takes time. and skills.
i actually feel quite imbalance. after all, this product is gonna stay public for maybe around 10 minutes while we introduce it to the class tomorrow and yet the time taken to produce is so much more. imbalance imbalance. what a typical Libra.

okay lets talk about life.
im doing fine, although not fully recovered yet. i still feel tired carrying heavy things, what i mean by heavy here is my 1 litre Tupperware bottle, 2/3 filled.
yeah thats the limit already.
i hate Monday and Tuesday because i need to carry my laptop with the attached accessories for educational purpose. so damn heavy, feels like 1000000 kg for me nowadays.
other from that, im feeling good.
posted a photo to Facebook and Instagram the other day (as below), ppl flooded me with the statement that im bloody hell thin now.

i was like, bloody hell you ppl, from where in this photo can you see im bloody hell thin? lol
i eat as much as i can, probably the same as before when you ppl think im still fat and healthy, and i dont think im thin.
i may not be as fat as before, lol why fat, but i do not think im thin. yeah im thinner than before, i know this too, because i dont used to have wrinkles on my jeans but now there are a lot.

just nice mah, with no big ass anymore and a little slim thighs. right?

i dont know why it is rotated and i dont know how to rotate it back lol. turn your laptop lah

but, yeah i know, still very light. i refuse to use the word thin lol stubborn me!

im still under medication, and that medication costs me much. i dont mean financially, i mean physically. i started to feel itchy after eating that medicine, and it gave me this.

sometimes its minor, sometimes it goes really bad that my whole back will be full of this itchy thing. im not sure if this is 风膜 because i got it quite often before, inherited from mom.

but i was warned that this medicine will give itchiness, so maybe it is this side effect from the medicine. so freaking itchy and ugly. will go to specialist this Friday after , hoping to hear good news.

i guess thats all for this post, so long right? hahah. thanks for the patience. im gonna be long again, i reckon, because coming up is FYP presentation and then final exam and then i need to find a room to move in for next sem.

tata.

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elloowwww! long time no see.
foreword, i have no photos to show you guys but just recent update of myself. yeah who else can i update lol so this post is gonna be worrrrrdyyyyy.
first thing of all is, im sick. so severe that i feel drunk day and night. i go to bed, wake up feeling dizzy and go to bed again. i didnt skip class, because some of the classes, the attendance is compulsory. a lecturer is so strict that if you miss twice of her lecture, she demands you to drop the subject.
i thought i was just another body heated up sickness so i drank some 100 plus. mana tahu! the next day i threw up and diarrhea. i tried to swallow some pills this morning too, and threw up lagi.
i have fever almost every night for 3 days straight, starting on Sunday. lets hope today will be an exception.
very torturing, you know! woke up periodically every 20 minutes feeling hot and pulled the blanket away before dozing off again. and then in the next 20 minutes, woke up because i felt cold. had to hide again in blanket. the process repeated the whole night for 3 freaking days. i really thought i was going crazy.
my coursemates couldnt understand me, sleeping so much even in daytime. frankly i was in bed except for the time that i need to be in class.
and i ate like a kitten. one lunch box, purposely ordered small size, i could eat for the whole day without feeling starved. of course, dropped some weight. in some short pants, i can now go to pee without having to unzip my shorts. hahahahaha so funny, i can read your imagination now!
second is that im quite occupied with internship and FYP at the moment.
i rejected a company and i needed to reset my status in UTM system before i could reapply another company. that took me a week! the lecturers asked us to email them the rejection but they checked email like 3 or 4 days once.
excuse me, dont waste my time.
i found another company here and i was asked for a discussion, he used the word 'discussion' instead of interview. hmm must be a nice guy.
so that is it. if im accepted, ill be in jb for 5 months without going home again.
because of this sickness, i cant afford time to meet up with my supervisor, so FYP is hanged there omg. OMG.
damnit. just realized that i have another 2 programs to code.

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came to Johor for about a week already. i just came back and this week, im already in Week 3. goddamnit Time can you move slower?!
i have many things to do but the deadlines are not clear yet so that makes me procrastinate like im still at home.
what i should be worrying about is my Final Year Project (FYP) and Internship. but what the hell am i doing here lol
i hate my timetable for this semester, too much free time HAIH!
class from Monday to Thursday 10am only. Wednesday is from 8am to 11am. HAIH! so free HAIH!
dont wanna bore you guys with my HAIH timetable liao hahaha.

i went to bintangor when i was still home.

went to visit YangHow's grandma.

two big head prawns as big as my palms. eat till tu hek.

and i finally got my Siswa Card. not much use anyway.

got my BB1M too! so excited.

but i heard that in Popular Bookstore, 80% must be spent on books.

grudges heard, doesnt affect me anyway, i intend to shop for books initially.
got my result slip too. #yeah

lastly, im the 第一批老去的90后.

晚婚的事情!

okay lo, ill get married next year la hahahhaha.

back!

back to university campus, like finally, after spending nights staying at SCMC church and my church friends' 'chalet' lol. stepped on Johor on 31st august, nice way of celebrating national day, and stayed at church gathering hall for 2 nights. couldnt really adjust back from nights with air con to no air con when i first moved into my friends' chalet at the beginning. was fun staying there with many many friends. mahjong, cho dai di, music concert, tower defense game, triple town noob game etm. etm.
moved in this afternoon, and was bombed by the fact that the college store will only be opened on monday. all my frigging belongings are in the frigging store. even my formal wear. nice lo i dont have any formal wear for monday campus formal day liao. will be saman-ed liao.
tidied my room, super tired. movie time now haha. took the photo above after tidying my room and while taking my rest for shower. messy hair and very dark eye rings. zzz i still dont understand why. skin is getting much better when i have nice night sleep wahahaha. sorry about my messy eyebrows. i dont have the time to trim it and just let it grow bushy whatever it wants. thicker and thicker. maybe i look better this way hahaha beh tahan.
will start my new semester the coming monday. i will then be an official third year university student. ill have cute 'super juniors' haha term taught by my friends, seniors' seniors are our super senior, well then juniors' juniors will be our super juniors lo hahaha.
kinda random but im ending this post haha.
whatsapp me. im bored.

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hello guys.
have not been updating for quite a while because the line is quite shitty and by the time it finished loading up this publish page, i was like so fed up to update already lol.
came home for about 5 weeks plus already. if you ask me what have i done during this summer holiday, ill say eat.
i came home, and had supper for almost every night.
breakfast, morning break tea, lunch, afternoon tea time, dinner, supper.
and my sister came back during raya these few days and my papa is like go out to restaurant eat lahhhh. ended up i came home every night with a bloated tummy and went straightly to bed. fml fat die me.
my eldest sister is so loso zzz she has a lot of questions : why dont you cut your nails? why do you cut your hair like this? why dont you wear the pyjamas?  why do you eat this? why do you drink that? super ZZZ.
ah signed up for Amway too.
10 more days to jb. 3 more weeks to 3rd year student. #mixedmixedfeelings
ciao going to bed. having really really bad skin these days because i cant sleep well at night. dry pimpled skin. i doze off every night praying to God that when i next open my eyes ill see cute warm sunshine.
the prayer hasnt been granted yet so far, but im patient enough. GEEEEZZ
right. bye xoxo

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short and fresh :)

im still currently managing with my taiwan photos but think that i wont upload all of them up here. its gonna take ages because even when ive already deleted a lot of photos, i still have about 70 photos for each day in taiwan. so ima upload it onto my DropBox, its easier that way. figure that some of you might not want long posts with tonnes of photos only haha and i super lazy. buh-bye.

rain la please

i set my alarm to 8am this morning because i didnt want to waste my off day in bed. the alarm rang but i pressed it off and continued to sleep until 930am. i actually jumped up from my place when i realised its already that late. i rolled down from my bed to find that my sister brought my laptop to shop and i cant do my work without my laptop. fml.
and i have sore throat. at first i thought it was just because i was in air conditioned room for the whole night, causing my gland to be super dry and thought i would be fine after a few minutes. sadly, it lasts.
that is the freaky reason i dont want to have durians at nights!
i cooked lunch. salmon fish yeah! but my sister texted me saying that she wants chicken rice more. so does my mum zzz! they asked me to da pao. was like ... wtf.
just random update la. too boring zzz. haih. gonna da pao chicken rice liao. bye.

lets go nature!

Nature Republic is offical in Sibu now. its located at the fifth floor of Wisma Sanyan, the first store on the left side of the floor. i saw some promotions going on at the ground floor but i never knew theres actually a NR store until my sister told me. and so yesterday my sister and i decided to pay a visit to the fresh new store in town.
i shopped a lot but i was really happy and thrilled to spend that amount of money because i actually saved an amount to get myself a facial foam cleanser (RM39.90 for skin food ginko foam cleanser), moisturizer (RM59.90 for neutrogena hydro boost moisturizer) and makeup cleansing water (RM49.90 for Hada Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Moisturizing Cleansing Oil). now buying NR products, guess how much did i save.

bought 3, with a super big size NR plastic bag.

1. Nature Republic cleansing water (Rice) with cotton pads

was half forced to buy this because of this :

JYJ face on the cotton pad box -..-

i actually already owned one cleansing milk from Nano but i dont really like it. my face will be super dry after using the Nano.

nice try RM29.90. RM20 saved. #wahahaha

this one is super cheap

RM19.90 for 150ml. RM20 saved again #wahahahhaa

lastly the moisturizer. this moisturizer is superb. it can be used on face, body and even hair!

yes you didnt see it wrong, hair!

it can be used as mask too wtf i cant find any reason of not getting one.

i googled this and found this gets lots of positive feedbacks and is one of the NR bestsellers.

RM32.90 for 350ml. RM27 saved #WAHAHAHAHHA

now take out your calculator and calculate how much did i save.

expected respond : @.@

not to mention that there is 10% discount on every product if youre a NR member.

now, recalculate and see how much MORE did i save.

expected respond : @.@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAHAHAHAHAHAHA THANK GOD!

oh and, guess what? i bought this.

new year, new babe.

if youre aware enough to the layout of my blog, yes, ive removed the chat box. if there must be a reason behind the removing act, back to the chatbox again, upon patrick mcdreami's request. i love my comment box what? check that out sometimes la i love comments!. i can only say that im quite fed up with this template.

 

and so, i decided to hunt for another template. im reluctant to let this go, but why? #trollagain im busy right now, as always pfff, because im having final exams. i cannot let myself fail any of the subjects. I WILL NOT LET MYSELF REPEAT THE GODDAMN SUBJECTS THIS SEM! oops off the topic, i said i was really busy, busy bee, so i wont have the time to browse through the net for the proper suitable template for my DLF, bloggie. will do it during my one month holiday at home.

if you have anything to tell me, share it to my comment box tqtq. please do, if not ill feel lonely /.\ any secrets, because i set it to approval before publishing. *winks

well i decided to make my blog public again, so guys, link me as you like. but then i think, now my blog is public, i can no longer talk bad craps behind ppl's back. zomg. as if i always whisper about ppl bad.

right, back to books. kthxbye.

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my last semester result is out today. im always aware that its going to be released on 27th june but since i have lost in time machine since i came back home, i didnt really realize that today is a big day until i signed in facebook and saw my friend's status. i think the website is clogged jammed even until now almost 3pm already because you can imagine how many students are trying to get into it all at the same time.
the technique is, keep refreshing. well that works, for me. i finally got to view my result after several frustrating attempts. #idontwait
well i cannot say its bad, its rather good. zzz complication. however, i just am greedy, i want it to be better even. well who doesnt want that, humans are born to be greedy. but im thankful because i dont really think i deserve that, at least not more than my girls. they had paid so much, significantly much more than i did during the exam time, they sacrificed their time with their boyfriends, sleeping time, gaming time, lunch time, etm to strive for better this sem, while me, i spend most of the time watching movie and sleeping. of course, some for study. i could almost swear they deserved much better than me.
i dont know what are their results, if you ask me, but i reckon they shine too. :)
the only reason i think i got this result is because i have the big boss guarding high above.
God is watching you God is watching you.
recalling back the days while i strive for better result in network fundamentals, i can describe it as torturing. or, hell, after the epic failure during mid term exam. but it gets paid off. computational mathematics subject is an epic failure, as expected. this is because i think im the notorious one in my lecture's eye, memberontak all the time, finding all the excuses i could to skip his class. oh gosh i was such an eye sore. #smirk# i dont give a damn on his lessons because those are all bullshits. ask my classmates, you will know. but its very generous of him not to give me a C hahahhahaha. salute to you for the first time #salute# but no, i dont want to see you in the coming semester.
i think i talked too much. #:p#
until next time, xoxo.

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am so bored at home doing the same thing everyday. wake up at 9, online to wait for the time to cook lunch, cook lunch, back to movie until the night falls and the time for bed. wtf is happening. so yesterday i decided i should make a change. i made sushi. my daddy is crazy about this and i wonder why. i tried new recipe and the outcome, hmm not bad.

1. mix water, vinegar, sugar and salt together.

2. wash your rice.

3. pour the mixture into the rice and cook the rice in the rice cooker.

4. prepare the ingredients.

5. slice the hotdogs and crab sticks into 4 parts for each.

7. place them on a plate. scatter them as scatter-ly as you can.

8. steam it.

while i was waiting for the rice to cook and the ingredients to be ready, i took some pictures.
see how dark was the sky O.O

9. place the weed sheet plainly on a plastic paper with the rougher surface facing you.

10. spread the rice all over.

11. place nicely the ingredients in the middle of the weed sheet.

12. roll it up

13. cut the rolls vertically

14. done :D

hows the taste if you ask me i would say its sour :| too much vinegar ahahha but whatever thats my sushi rolls. right after the sushi making, i went jogging with cheng jun at bukit lima there. the reason i answered to his date is that i found out that i finally grew some meat all over my body instead of only the face. damn the route was really slippery after the rain. we walked, mostly, because i demanded him to. hes got long legs, at least much longer than mine and for that i needed to walk extra fast to catch up with his jog. the weather was really nice, and the jog was really fun. i did not manage to take pictures because he carried my phone in his bag and i was lazy too :D
we walked the heaven path its killing me, proving my body is very extremely unhealthy. :( cheng jun is evil. when i was struggling pain alone on the path, i walked rather slowly because it frigging hurt, he suddenly appeared behind me and took my hand and dragged me running to finish the path. wtf. i swear i almost cried. he carried me on his back to walk RUN the path (O。O) and he said i weighted like nothing zzz. im XXkg okay! henry just danced at the pondok there, watching us going through heaven. went back at about 7pm i was fatigued and felt like sleeping in his car LOL. still, its too bad i took no pictures.
back home, after settling down, i climbed up the weighing balance. sad case, when i thought ive already obviously grown some meat and expected to see some terrifying digits, i was dumbfounded when the balance showed i was shrinking. wtf again. i will never trust the balance anymore its spoilt im fatter i know.
had some chat with cheng jun after that. xoxo.
i dont know how to end this post. so,
until next time. :)