i took two days leave in a row lol no intern ever dare to act as me, leave leave leave again! but im forced to, a small part of me actually wish to stay in the office, at least in air conditioned room, not this freaking burning heat hostel room.
WARNING! this is a very long and non picturesque post. leave it until another day if youre rushing for something else.
on Tuesday, i applied for the leave about a week ago. i got a hospital appointment arranged for the day. fyi, i have this kind of sickness, suspected tuberculosis, which made my weight dropped from 45-46kg to 39-40kg in a month. yes, a month. i coughed for over 2 months, bits by bits until i coughed whenever i moved, even a small gesture. its dry cough, anyway, i did not produce any phlegm.
i did not care much because i had never ever had anything as serious sickness on me before. minor flu or coughing, yes, but major ones, no. it got serious when i had high fever almost every night for about a week plus, and one night i hit 40+ degree temperature, my boyfie decided to get me hospitalized. 40+ degree, i freaked the hell out of the doctors.
however, i wasnt diagnose as TB patient at the first place. i was treated as pneumonia patient. i got water in my lungs. i heard that it was serious, much much much water at my left lung. so i stayed in the hospital for a week. every day, i needed to be injected with antibiotics via my veins on both my hands. the pain was excruciating. i couldnt even describe the pain. luckily i said no to my parents when they called and said wanna come to JB for me. their hearts were gonna break a mile like my boyfie did when they saw my facial expression when i was injected with the antibiotics. i was injected via my left hand at the beginning but my veins got swollen red very seriously after a few injection so the doctor suggested right hand then.
and that was the first time ever, i needed someone to bathe me lol. Ivy bathed me, she had seen my big fat buttocks, wo jia bu chu qu le LOL.
i was diagnosed as pneumonia patient for a month, eaten the oral antibiotics for a month after i was discharged in April. i constantly revisited hospital in two weeks or a month or so, to follow up on my chest treatment. i was suspected to have TB negative on May 7th, the day i started my first oral medication. why did i say suspect? because actually until today, the doctors cannot be 100% sure that i have this virus in me, because unlike the other TB patients, i did not produce any phlegm, even i was given the gas to help me extracting phlegm from lungs. i did not cough red. i did not have night sweat. i ate considerable well. what i had were weight drop and fatigue.
i couldnt actually do anything too, i had to start the treatment. so i did. i paid private medical center for more information, and they told me the same. my medication treatment is troublesome. i cant bring home the medicine, i have to attend to the hospital or clinic to swallow the pills in front of a medical agent and get my medical book signed. every day. so troublesome for me, i had to watch close the time for pills because if i miss the time, my body will produce an antibiotics to fight against the pills i consume.
this situation continued for approximately 8 months, until yesterday.
*DRUM ROLLSSSSS* im finally free from the treatment! *applause applause*
*applause continues* lol the virus were all gone. i am so clean now. yeah, though i still have a little bit of water in my left lung. situation is fine and that doctor congratulated me lololol. this is the best news in December.
so that was yesterday i was in heaven for the news. today, i dropped back to earth. i didnt pay for the extra hostel fee and i couldnt register my subjects for my final semester. i realized that last night, and i had to call many ppl for this issue damn.
things happened like this. i was debited with 1418 MYR last semester initially for all the fees. CIMB transacted the 1418 MYR successfully as always. however when i tried to log in to the register subject website, i was told that i couldnt proceed because i got unsettled payment. i was so shocked because i never knew that i was in debt with the campus. i checked with all my coursemates, they were all debited with 1418, except me. i was debited with 1440.50. WHAT??! why did i owe extra 22.50 MYR? i checked and checked and asked around. finally, i sorted it out.
i came back earlier this semester, 5 days. the hostel was not supposed to be opened to students before September 9th. for WM students, they would ask them to go back and come again to register college on 9th, but im from EM, and i left them with no choice. they let me to rent the room for extra 5 days. 4.50 MYR per day. 4.50 x 5 = 22.50. AH IT COMES CLEAR.
for that freaking 22.50 i have to take leave to rush to the Bendahari department this morning and settle all the payment before i could proceed to subject registration. i have 4 subjects next year, inclusive PSM2, and 3 are divided into 2 sections. everybody wants section 1 because the rooms for section 2 are so lousy with always malfunction desktops and air conditioners. the registration started at 8am and Bendahari opens at 930am. left me with no choice, i was dumped alone, separated with my coursemates, im in section 2. T.T
i havent complained about the hot weather and slow campus buses yet lol and here comes another issue again. damn! i need 128 credits to graduate and so far i have already got 113 credits, which left 15 credits for my last semester. the 4 subjects i mentioned above make up only 13. so i have another 2 credits more and faculty set it to be Foreign Language. i did some diggings into school offered foreign language, they usually offered 2 sections of Japanese, 1 section of French and 1 section of Mandarin. you know how much i loathe Japanese and chinese cannot take Mandarin course. again, im left with no choice, French.
okay lah no problem, French. now the problem is, for 1 section, the maximum number of students is restricted to about 40-50 students and the registration starts on February 9th, Sunday. screw the ppl who make Sunday a schooling day next year. foreign language is a hot subject in my school. I have to time race with the whole campus with 20k-30k students for that 40-50 seats in French class. i will not stand a chance for a slot in the class if i do not register the class on the first day of school before 1pm. plus, i have to attend to the Language Academy Faculty counter to register on the spot. meaning I have to register for the class before 1pm on February 9th. this makes me so dead. my flight is on freaking February 10th. LOLOLOLOLOL. the problem now is that if i miss to register for the foreign language class next semester, I WILL HAVE TO EXTEND ONE FREAKING SEMESTER FOR THIS 2 CREDIT HOURS!!!! AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
you may suggest that i can ask help from my WM coursemates to help me to register on the first day of school. haih, the department will not allow students to register the subject except for themselves.
who can save me. please.
Dramatic Week Ahead
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功课多到我要死了 而且不是一科一个 平均每科都有两个
我有六科 6X2=12
......... 好多
做不完做不完的 凸
天气热到我要融化了
当我决定傍晚要去跑步 全副军装的时候 竟然给我下雨 又凸
我以为下个几十分钟就停了
等啊等 等了一个钟 天都快暗了雨还没要停的迹象
我就放弃去冲凉了 结果冲好凉出来雨过天晴
............ 无言了
听说今晚会停电 我的妈呀 这么热 又闹饥荒 怎么睡啊 //.\\
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after days of rushing of projects (they are not done yet UUUUFFFFFFF), i finally ko-ed. skipped some class just for a few hours nap hahah. below is the result of sleeping late and unhealthy eating. sleepy eyes, eye bags, pimples and vampire pale look. wtf
i hurt my leg too. not hurt, literally, but i think i got stung by insects, bees or whatever it is. it got swollen really big, about 5cm diameter. got zek zek come out too. i put cotton on it like the above picture but the zek zek still oozed out after some times. im losing platelets the wound wont heal. so i went to pk and got myself some cream.
applied it for about 5 days and the swollen part is gone, left the wound with zek zek zzz grosss
warning, the picture below is censored! dont view it if you just finished your meal
脾气
我不是一个很有耐心的人
更是讨厌被人放飞机
自从以前足足等了12个小时 我怕了 闲了
你可知道等待的心情 特别是当我有重要事情 得空死不得空休息的事情
如果你没有打算找我settle 那就别告诉我现在忙等下才找我
闲
还我等到现在凌晨一点 都打完几场羽毛球了 你死哪里去
累死了
不等了 天杀的
睡觉！
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我的数学老师很会骗人下的咯
他说 ‘明天考第四课’ ‘我们明天考第八和第九课’
考考考 考到天上去了啦！
结果给了一大堆我们看不懂 做不来的功课
一定要搞得我们一个两个头都大大的他才爽哦
让你们来看看我们头大的原因吧
1。首先 他要我们自行研究coding 然后把coding打出来 成果必须是像下面那张图片那样
图片只是print screen 因为我不知道要怎样把它从我的software里面upload上网
它是五颜六色的 会转转转的 速度就看你要几快 在coding里面可以改
连找改速度的都找得我半死 那个coding就不能放上来给你们看了 真的是长到不能再长了 T.T
2。做好 研究好 他接下来就开始玩我们了 他要我们把以上的两个图案合并在一起
意思是 我们又要研究那个长得半死的coding 然后再把它们合在一起 过后要把整个图案移到中间
现在不能再三个axes(x-axis, y-axis, x-axis)转了 只能在一个y-axis转 又是个半死 他还说没有弄完别想下课
如你们看到的 我们一组三个人 我, azie, amira 花了2个小时死都把下面的图案给死出来了
你们真该看看她们两个 当做不到的时候 或者是当两个图案大小合不起来的时候 在椅子上气死气到跳舞的那个时刻 真的是笑抱我了 那晚还真的没有吃晚餐
3。精疲力尽 没话说 你们一定以为我们做好以上的功课 老师终于放课后 我们就可以休息休息了
我告诉你 你想得美！
接下来的功课是 做出六个不同的形状给他当assignment
！！！！！！炸到
box, cylinder, sphere, eclipse, cone, torres 有一些还不懂是什么鬼形状呢！
我负责做box, cyliner 下面是我做的box 累死了 比较简单 把之前的coding改改就行了 简单是简单 但是也是要知道该改那里 所以又到了读coding的时候
下个礼拜还有software presentation 要做3D给他看的
又要花时间研究怎样用blender software 做3D了 能够的话 救救我吧
所以阿 当我很久没有更新的时候 请不要怪我 我是真的好忙了 /.\
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despite of my previous post, i feel stressful lately.
if your guess is about my academic performance, you should really talk to me more.
that does not really bother me as much, which i think its somehow a blessing. :)
stressed about quite a lot of things.
blatant facts, things to work on, overwhelming burst of emotions.
those piece of shits.
anyone? :(
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昨晚一点半才睡，陪陪陪。
睡睡睡到半夜又突然醒来。显死去。
看看电话，345am。
吼吼吼吼吼吼吼！
接着就睡不着了。＊哭脸＊
换了好多种睡姿，翻来翻去，甚至坐起来看着我的室友睡得像只猪。
好羡慕。
在想，如果有一天她半夜尿急，起身上厕所，突然看到我坐在那里披头散发不是会吓死去？
就像她看到壁虎吓到一直乱叫那样。
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嘉欣，可以勇敢点吗？壁虎那么小，你那么大，你怕它什么鬼？
最后就用headset听电话里的歌。
听了好多歌，
一首歌，一滴泪。
听着听着，睡着了。最后一次看时间是早上5点。
做了个梦，到现在都还清晰。
早上起身腰痛死去，下腹也痛，真是又苦说不清。
起地很早，早上我的faculty有agm。730am准备好seniors来载。
等到8am，才知道被放飞机，一大群人匆匆忙忙走路到N24。
累死。
整个agm过程又闷得要死。
我整个人真的是没力去，趴在桌子上喘了好久。
11am，agm终于好了，但是很kns的是，等了那么久，没有一个结果。
谁是主席，谁是副主席，谁是财政，谁是秘书，没有头绪。
接下来又有digital logic lab briefing。
本来是10am的，我们1SCV11am才进到大礼堂。
半路插进去，还好还听得懂一些。hmm，其实也没有太难，感谢感谢主。
最后半小时开始放空，他们说日清叫我叫了几遍我都没有听见。
paise，累＋饿＝？？？
1230pm，briefing也好了。
看着外面的太阳好想会吃人，我真无奈。我中暑都还没好的叻。
等啊等，其实也不知道在等什么。
突然一架车出现在眼前，lecturer刚好也要回家了，说可以兜埋我们。
yay!马上冲上了lecturer的mercedes benz。感谢主。
到了宿舍不能马上休息，我已经处于半死状态了。
嘉欣说我可以先休息，但是我还是等下等她回家锁门下才睡。
她家人已经来了，现在在帮我们钉个板在门口上面的窗。
为什么要封窗？因为走廊的灯就在我们的房门外面，晚上关灯的时候，走廊灯是不可以关的。
走廊灯会照进来，亮死了。
那个窗，嘉欣已经抱怨了差不多4个月，她现在晚上终于可以睡得更死了。＊笑＊
打到这里，她回家了。我也该去睡了。
大家，下午好。我，傻女孩。傻女孩，我。:)
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mood recovery: 28%
im not gonaa say anything but seriously im pissed off. so, fellas, stop the freaking joke. its not as funny as you think. =)
mood recovery: 42%
i need a shout. but how can i? =)
mood recovery: 45%
still, i need a shout.
fuck you all. its not funny making jokes on ppl's scars. especially when those two are the most appealing parts in my life.
mood recovery: 55%
tomorrow i have only classes till 1pm. mid-term test? oh im gonna work on it tonight. 1pm i can sleep the whole afternoon. =D
mood recovery:89%
......
mood recovery: 91%
i didnt get enough sleep since i came here. guess thats why recovery is running rather slow.
WHILE YOU ALL ARE TAKING CARE OF YOUR BABY, IM CRYING ALONE.
mood recovery: 100%
done. =D
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my period... its not here yet...
again... for so so soooooo long time..
my tummy... is getting bigger.. and bigger... and bigger... and bigger.......
i lost all my appetite...
i lost weight.. XXkg..
am i.. am i pregnant...
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SIAO YOU PPL TO THINK LIKE THAT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
im fat ='(
surprisingly-found-out: this is my first post ever to have so many dots in it LOL
