Sometimes, I cant help to just ignore ppl's thoughts. I know so well that we live in a world with some many kinds of ppl and none of us has the exact same thought or personality as the other one. None. Everybody is different. Sometimes you may think someone's taste and thoughts are so close to yours, but love, they are never identical. Am I the only one alone here who sometimes fathom, 这是什么世界？这样的人也有？, kinda thoughts?
I just read an article on GigaCircle this morning, talking about the differences between generations 70s, 80s and 90s. The article may not represent all 70s, 80s and 90s, but some, i cant help but to agree.
1. Work / Career
工作狂基本上都是70後的。
80後，拒絕加班！
90後：拒絕上班！
Time is ticking, I know this damn well. Sometimes I get the question and advices like, are you sure you want to start working this soon? Or, you won't be getting longer holidays once you start working! Or, you should just enjoy yourself and maybe at the meantime, looking for a job you really really like.
Dear friends, you are so damn right. I cannot agree more. Once I start working, I wont have so much holidays. I will have to look at the calendar every year to count how many public leaves I can have to plan for my vacations, getaways. Once I start working, I can barely enjoy myself because I am going to spend countless hours on work. Not to mention, life as a programmer. Its kinda like 24/7. That sounds awful! If so, can I just turn down the thoughts to not working until I find a job with interesting not cunning ppl around, higher pay, no OT, huge allowance and bonus, flexible time frame, minor workload and not stressful? Because that is the job I really really like. Can I? Can I? CAN I?!
I am 24, stepping so soon into 25. You can say I am still young, I have just graduated, take time to look into what I really like. No, I do not think I can even spare a few years more to relax and enjoy, before I start to think about how I am going to survive for the next 50 years. What are the 4 years spent in university for? To observe, to look, to know myself better. If you have missed it, start it now.
I am a fresh graduate. I graduated with nothing in my hand. I have nothing to prove of what I am capable of. We all were, at first. We are all at the same starting line. Take your time, spend a few years, you will see the differences between.
Do not regret.
2. FAMA sponsorship
70後有存款。
80後負債。
90後：我們有老爸！
We are all blessed when we are under their care. Love is something so wonderful that everyone would die for it. The first love we get ever since we were born is from our parents. And it is still lasting. And it will never end. I think it just makes my decision to leave home harder everytime i think of them.
I remembered myself being so depressed once, because I realized I couldnt give them anything at all. Every dime I owned that time, came from them. Every cent I spent, was their love. I was sucking them dry. I worked, earned a bit, in the end I realized I didnt even know where did I spend the earnings on. Its just gone. I gave them some of the earnings, but they paid for me indirectly tenth as much. Without realizing, without sense, without hesitation.
Do you pay for you meals at home?
Do you pay for the bed you lay on every night?
Do you pay for the clean and nice and comfy house of yours?
Do you pay for the wi-fi at home?
Do you pay for the air con bills, do you even know how much is it?
Do you pay for the nice shower everyday?
Do you pay for the loan on the car that you drive around everyday?
Then, I know it was inevitable, I know, and there was absolutely nothing I could do to help. I was convinced to do my part well, as a student, as their child, let them have one less thing to worry about, me. And now, I know and I wake up. It is time, already.
帖撒罗尼迦后三章10节说：“若有人不肯做工，就不可吃饭！”
Bible teaches us too, we must work to live. Nobody gets free meals, nobody gets free.
I do not know if you have already found what you so called the work you really really like, and I know everybody is different. For now, just make a change. Stop wasting any more time, you dont really have so many years to spare anymore. For me, it is not wrong to switch between jobs, but it is I who dominate over my job, I make it the job I really really like, and not letting the job defines what I like.
Wake up, princess, there is no job as such I described above.
Also, I dont mean you must leave home or you must leave your parents' care, no, i dont mean so. Be responsible of your own life. You are what it matters, after all. Your parents dont live for you, as how you dont live for your children. 他们没义务打着朝九晚五的工作来养你。
Now, if you find this post offensive, this does not represent all. This is just my thoughts, and this is how I remind myself in case I got numb of the life in the next 20 years, I shall always know how I started enthusiastically at the first place.
I just wish I wont turn out to be another 草莓族，啃老族. Do you? Are you now? Will you?
Work Life.
Complaning Non-Stop LOHHHH
hi, miss me?
its been such a long time since i last came here, isnt it? well, life is busy. busy with work. i am an amateur in dealing with customer products so it took me a long time to actually get into the fact that i, for now, am not an university student who easily passes her homework or assignments or projects or whatsoever in school with flying colours.
screw the fact.
the difference in being a student and a non-student employee is that, in my case, i didnt feel much responsibillity in the work i did. i never cared if i could not finish my school work on time, nor did i care about them being perfect, the worst is only i couldnt get an Ace for the subject. i had numerous experience of getting less than 30/100 marks in my test, and even the time when i was absolutely clueless about what i learnt for the 5 month semester until i submitted zero written (except for my name) test paper. literally, i 交白卷 lah. i can still remember vividly my lecturer's disappointed to the max facial expression when i handed him the paper HAHA. colours of being an university student.
and then this semester started and i started to feel pressure suffocating me in real life. i never understand the feeling everytime my boyfie told me about customer bombs. until now. strictly speaking, i was indirectly bombed by customers. i did not follow the staff to meet up with the customer but they alway come back with a lot of bombs on me because of the product i did was so buggy they couldnt stand lol. fixing fixing and fixing bugs everyday.
and only that i learn, i am the luckiest one already among my internship friends. some were really scolded or snapped by their supervisors in high and mean tone. my case, silent bombs. take a look at my friend whos having the same internship company as me. shes sitting beside me everyday, feeling so stressed out because of spending over a month on one small module. you dont wanna see my supervisor's face when you mention her module. kesian lah.
and my project for now is coming to an end. thats why i am here. another reason is because my supervisor is at customer's side this morning. WAHAHA. i kinda feel reluctant to finish this project because i got another one which is more headache-ing waiting. i predict, there must be much enhancement on this existing project. like Government is going to implement GST in 2015 and so the price list must be adjusted again, etc. etc.
everyday is just another day closer to the end of this internship.
Smiles!
Baby in Process
i havent logged in for so long time until i actually hesitated about my password when i logged in just now. lol. password fatigued.
i lead a very busy life now, everybody is busy once they start working because most of the time when they are not asleep, it is dedicated to work and jam on the road. for my case, 11 hours. 11 hours for work and jam, 2 hours for church, 8 hours for sleep, 3 hours for devotion, meal, shower, grooming and hair drying things, those make my 24 hours per day. i hardly have time for myself. :/ dont you just miss your time as a student?
you must be thinking why am i so free now for this blog post lol. because im on medical leave. yeah, sick again. zzz
im working on a project in my company, this is gonna be my first baby. im brewing it with patience and overwhelming thoughts, thats what amateur do, right? lol i have totally no experience in all the programming languages i use now, i hadnt even heard of them before this, so time must be spent on learning.
sneak peek on my expecting.
its time to get back to work again. so sial la, sick till laosai i still have to work.
Hurricane Tuesday
plus, the department is closed at 1pm and reopens at 2. so i can only eat at 130 and rush to hospital for my dose and then rush back again for work.
another half day passed. im seeing bright future for this sem to end.
office light illumination is so perfect that it makes me look flawless lol. and my laptop camera definately needs some cleaning work. the photo looks so noisy!
okay i gotta go now before boss blast in lol.
♛
i think the heat news now is that the sulu army has invaded sabah, trying to claim their territory.
im not a politician, but i reckon most of us know about the dirty little secret of BN.
but whats happening here is a war, and i cant believe that some can make this into a political issue.
we are talking about a war here and you are there busy capturing pictures of the army taking Air Asia flights?
i even read that there are some morons saying that they dont need Sabah.
people are living too comfortably here. life is too easy.
if you have extra time, i suggest you to pray for Sabah.
anyway, i cant control what ppl think too so lets focus back to my assignment.
from the codes below, please develop a program to extract the information of an image.
Simple Bowling, Hard time
i did a simple bowling game last Friday during my graphics class using Unity3D software. never know about it until i got my hands dirty for the game haha. it was so hard. if i didnt get any help from two of my handsome seniors, i would fail that project haha. but i think its kinda cool, getting myself into a virtual world with virtual bowling and pins. one of my seniors, i think he finally found his twin brother, the star 池贤宇 hahha our whole class gasped when my friend mentioned it because he looks damn much alike like 池贤宇! its too bad that i dont have the picture of my senior to show you how much do they look alike.
okay gonna show you some of my profession field photos. weiyo sound like a professional lol.
