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Hurricane Tuesday - What Gets On My Nerves?

Woah, so long for Hurricane Tuesday!

back to campus and weekends fall on Friday and Saturday. Students are supposed to have school on Sundays (my roomie has, aww pity) but I am in my final semester and the class schedule is as loose as you might wanna slap me lol. I have only two days class, Wednesday and Thursday, excluding the foreign language subject, which falls on Tuesday evening. Don't get me wrong, I am still very busy because of this FYP, I have already mentally killed myself for over thousands times. Just that I don't have to leave room for class.

I am still a little day-lagged or day-advanced as for 20+ years, I had weekends fall on Saturdays and Sundays. Moreover, boyfie works on Sundays so don't blame me for always being a day-lagged or a day-advanced. I always get the feeling it is Tuesday when it is actually only Monday, or it is Friday when it is actually Saturday. lol sowieeee.

As I sat in front of lappy this morning, struggling real hard for my FYP (I am quite stressed about that), I suddenly realized it is Tuesday and I have left this blog quite dead for some while. Yeah and here I am, blogging about what never fails to get on my nerves.

Sometimes you do feel like its something that others do piss you off, despite of the situation that you cannot actually explain why the frustration and aggressiveness. A small thing just gets on the nerve and you just feel like slapping someone.

Well, guilty. I feel that all the time. If you're nodding while reading this, you are not alone. Every now and then, I just feel like killing. Like, why the shit did he/she do that? If killing isn't a crime and I don't have to go to jail for that, I might have already killed 395354306 times.

So, what gets on my nerves?

1. BO JIO

bojio
Hokkien/Teochew
the act of not inviting your friends to go out together.

i cannot explain, either, how much I loathe the term. I still remembered once I snapped impudently, very impudently on my friend (he likes to say bo jio, just for fun, i guess), when I mentioned about my weekend plan to him.

'Don't you f***king say bo jio to me ever again, ever.' I wasn't shouting but I was pointing rudely to him.

To all the bo jio-ers, beware.


2. HASHTAGS
hashtag
 /ˈhæʃˌtæɡ/
a word or a phrase prefixed with the symbol #.

I personally think hash tag is a great invention on any social websites. I did not get the crowd's frustration when hashtag was firstly introduced in Facebook about a couple of months ago, say, it should just stay in Twitter? Nah, I still don't get it. It is very useful, what? Like when i wish to stalk on others' #100happydays mission on Facebook or Instagram or Twitter, it is just a click away.

However, what the photo shows below,

please just hidu my butt. Why do you need to hashtag on every single word? And some tags have no relation to your status at all.


3. that means vs. thats mean
Sometimes I take the easy step too, I typed dont instead of don't, wont instead of won't, so it is actually no big deal of using thats mean. No big deal at all, except for the phrase 'that means' is nothing even closer to any meaning that 'thats mean' carries.

thats mean = short form of That is mean (rude) - without the Apostrophe.
that means = That (a thing) means - it's a grammar thing.

But, yeah, on internet, everything makes sense.


4. CONGRATES
Now, wt* is this.


5. IMA/IMMA
imma
/ˈa(ɪ)mə/
a slang expression, meaning "I am going to be" or "I will be" [something or some activity].
I know, buddy, because some English dramas we watch, the actors don't speak the right grammar too. Some songs as well. I am not particularly good in English too, there were times when I got confused on, for example, when to use had been or have been in the sentence 'I __________ seen'.

That bothers me, still.


These pretty much sum up my pet peeves, of course excluding some road driving manners. Needa use up nights to ceritakan on the issue. (❁´◡`❁)

So, what's yours?

21092013

hi. yeah i know i missed out a lot of updates here but life is really busy now. ive started my internship and that company is giving real great learning opportunity to newbies like me. yes, it is tough but it really provides assistance down the road to becoming a programmer.

i start my work on Monday last week, which i reluctantly attended to the company because it is far from campus and i need to wake up extra early for that. now, dont you think my internship is the same as the others, mostly others, i mean. first day of work and i feel like crying home to mama.

this is the case. most companies in my area as a programmers, as far as i know among my coursemates, they did not torture trainees at the first day of work. they maybe asked the newcomers to download, install and play with the software programs, which the companies use mainly when they do their work. some were asked to watch tutorial videos and those were all the things to be done at the first week. mine, at the first freaking day, they gave me a coding of the company programs, was asked to study on my own and to code straight away. wtf y'all know we learn shits in university. more to come, theres a test on Friday. evaluation test, attended by all the ppl in a meeting room and you gotta present your system, coded on your own.

i was stressed. if you know me well, i never really got bothered by anything happened around me. but this time this is the serious shit. i was freaking stressed and wasnt in good mood for a few days at the beginning. my boyfie freaked out seeing me acting so bizzare-ly. i couldnt produce any shit. not a phrase of coding. i was unhappy. very very unhappy. it took me frigging 3 days to get passed over the feelings that i suck. to screw all the stress back to hell hole. im back to a see-and-forget girl again.

seniors are all good. they warned me about the evaluation wont be easy and there hadnt been anyone whos gotten above 50 marks, when they saw me showing poker face about them telling me the evaluation things.

i was really slow and it took me days to finally figure out a little out of a lump. those days i used to complete a single online form, i think i would die. and there came the evaluation day. the topic given was a system to sell phones. i started to code the system on 9am until 5pm, times up. wtf if Facebook can be produced in those 8 hours. i completed the very basic things, had my ideas on the system and i was ready to go. surprisingly, i got 30 marks averagely. marked by 6 ppl, ranged between 20-40. i was satisfied. they are all angels lol.

two weeks passed, and one conclusion. now Fridays really feel different to me now. Friday=Flyday.

i wont have so much time here anymore, since i need to balance my time out between work, church, sports and my own space. you wont see me here often, i guess, but ill try my best. after all, i need some rest sometimes.

today is Saturday. ill see you again.

♛

life as a year 2 undergraduated is suffocating. it is almost the same routine everyday. assignments, quizes, tests, projects, exams, presentations, etc.
i am not happy. not at all. i feel dull and stuck inside. i feel like losing grip of everything i used to have.
i cried in church. i pray to God everyday for Him to grant me more wisdom. that i can forget all the negative thoughts. never thought that i could feel stressed too. overloaded.
havent been feeling like this for ages.

sweets? :'(

♛

the mood is quite high now. ive been spending the whole day trying to figure out how to work web programming with database, (except for the time to blog the previous post, credit to Simone Heng Poh Hock and Joyleafyee Lee). yeah no thanks to both lecturers. struggling alone while the other girl from my team was having the time of her life sleeping for the whole afternoon. fml.
BUT, finally its done! ive made some minor mistakes and i cant believe i actually made those mistakes. ill be doomed. careless is my pride heh?
life is getting so much busier than before. December is the most epic month of whole semester when what all of your lecturers want is only course project. submission at the same time. im heels over head. it seems like homework assignments projects will never stop coming. final comes after that. and all of my papers are crumpled in one week time. berturut-turut man! how am i going to survive that again. study plan seems impossible to a person like me too wooohooooo.
christmas is coming too. ive planned to reserve the time for myself alone.

ah happy christmas to you all. :D