i watched Eat, Pray, Love few days ago and finally managed to finish the 2 hours 15 minutes movie just 5 minutes ago. ive heard about this movie many many times and you know me, im not a movie person unless im bored, or down. so that night, instead of whining about wanting to go back home, i turned on my lappy for this movie.
frankly speaking, i found it boring lol. i took days to finish this movie can you imagine that? because i couldnt stick long to this, i would fall asleep at my desk. its that serious boring to me, but i still finished it, why ah.
its a story about a lady, divorced to travel around the world to find balance in her life. Rome to eat, India to pray, Bali to love.
Eat, Pray, Love. those are basically three most important things in life.
Eat. many girls are on diet but for me, diet is always tomorrow's business. you may think that i do not need any diet plan, im petite im not fat, but im not slim either. plus that im only 155cm tall. even slim girls have some particular part that is so fat they cant stand. sometimes i would think about i should really stop eating like this, but i always get over the vow when i come to food. tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow. sometimes i would think this way too, if you are to be fat, you will be fat no matter how. so what to worry?
Pray. im a Christian, this is basically the must do thing everyday. believe it or not, i was a sleeping christian when i was young, i did not pray to God, i wonder if i even trusted in God that time. one day i just decided i should at least pray twice a day, to give gratitude to kick start my day and to end my day. now i have this habit, whenever im on bed, feeling sleepy already, i will pray. there are even times when i was in the middle of praying, suddenly i realized the fact that, EH, I JUST PRAYED ABOUT 2 MINUTES AGO! WHY AM I HERE TALKING TO GOD ABOUT THE SAME THING LAGI lol. luckily God doesnt get bored of prayers.
Love. ah. how can we not love. when i was younger, i thought that was love. i remembered i turned down his date on my birthday night to go celebrate with my bestie and he was so angry and i was so sad he was angry. i questioned myself often, did i care about him. i convinced myself that i did because i was so much moved by him. little did i know that was mostly affection, drugy and guilt. he came back after years, but i guess i was more mature that time that i had to hurt him to prevent him getting hurt. lol if you understand what im trying to say. and now im with this guy, ppl always say us boring couple, no sparks, but guess what, im comfortable with this 老夫老妻 kind of thing. sometimes he will propose a movie but ill have the thought, SO LAZY LAH. LOL!
i think many ppl are finding their balance in life, like Liz did in the movie. and now, im so grateful that im balancing. or maybe im simply in this good mood for this sunny Saturday morning.
xoxo.
Saturday
Sunday morning
it was so cold, even the water. spotted some chill haze this morning, because it was freezing last night.
we thought it was smog, instead it was chill haze. its gone after church mass though.
i love cold weather. i just love it.
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今天早上被电话铃声惊醒了。也罢，我不想再留在那个梦境中。做了一场我不知道要用什么形容词来形容的梦。
在梦中，我不知道参加了什么表演，散场了，我却一个人在路旁。我看着来来去去的车辆，看着茫茫的人潮，我只想回家。我拨了他的号码，嘟嘟声，但是在电话还没接起的时候，我听到了两个男子的对话。
［我该怎么告诉她？］［就如实告诉她啦，你现在没空。］
电话被接起了，但我却按了结束通话键。总是忙。
我静静的坐在路旁椅子上，拨通了所有我手机里有的电话号码，耳边传来的总是嘟嘟声。电话通了，却没人接听。一个号码接着一个号码，眼泪在眼珠子里打转，我头低低的，用我的长发遮住了我的脸庞。人来人往，他们没时间给一个想回家的女子。拨遍了所有号码，只有一个，就一个号码有人接听。
［等我一下。］
我听到父亲的声音后，我眼眶的眼泪。。。
这时我就醒了。外面是一个很美好的早晨，而我却哭得稀里哗啦。
亲情，友情，爱情。
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hellowwww good morning world. :B
its 8.20 something now. do i surprise you for waking up at this early? yeah im pretty surprised by myself too.
this is good, to wake up this early, but this, could mean that i was awake since 4am until now, which, just happened to be the fact for this morning. :D
i fell asleep at 1am, despite that i already started lying on bed, prayed, and got ready to sleep at 1045pm.
oowww what the hell right? please dont ask me the reason, im having headache about that too.
i dont deny the sweet dreams i have these days makes up one of the reasons.
you know lah, the feeling the moment you got up and realized its just another sweet dream.
im just feeling screwed. :|
for the record, this does not only happen this morning, but for days already.
its just that i will feel sleepy at about 7 something and i just let myself sleep until the sun shines on my ass.
but today, today is the day! aha! i choose to wake up instead of dozing off and be greatly surprised to found its already 12 or 1pm when i finally wake up, just like few days ago.
oops.
morning is good i love morning. especially the sunshine.
if you are like me, i wonder how long has it been since the last time i wake up early for nothing.
i mean, you dont wake up early for class, for dates, just simply want to feel the morning fresh air.
how far the memory goes.
the sun rises at about 7 something here, and it gets hotter only at 8 something, but usually by that time, im already in a air con room.
jinx it! thats the hotness i wanna feel.
have you lots actually realized, the time is sneaking into may 2011 already?
gah i feel old.
so, world, get up already! you have wasted too much time.
i got the feeling~ today is gonna be a great day, not to mention the best! :D
