Ask yourself, why?!

im not tall, not pretty, not rich, lazy, messy, not fair, not nice, impudent sometimes, not straight-As kind of smart, not slim, very plump, talkative, not friendly, iced cold, naive, super duper not photogenic, i wear super thick spectacles, i have very bushy black hair, very dry skin.

i dont sing like Gem, i dont cook like Jamie Oliver, i dont strum guitar like 马叔叔 or Sung Jung Ha, i dont play piano like Maxim, i dont play violin like Vanessa Mae, i dont do programming like Mark Zuckerberg, i dont do perfect make up like Michelle Phan.

but what i am is what i am. what i have, you may not have.

i have hands, i have legs, i have straight nose, i have everything perfect for a body, i can talk, i can hear, i can sing, i can dance if i want to, i have a perfect family, i have friends, i have good friends, i have secrets, i have books, i have my bed, i am considerably smart, i dont remember things i dont wanna remember, i am happy all the time, i have the most wonderful years, im graduating soon, i plan for my future career, i plan on my future property, i am independent from parents, i know what i wanna be, i know how i wanna lead my life, i have a perfect boyfie, i have the chances to serve God, i dont waste my time fooling around, i have goals, i have dreams, i have ambitions.

i have everything i need to lead a good life, maybe even more than i need, then why should i frigging waste my time feeling envious of others being pretty, slim, sexy, nice, rich, play instruments like nobody can, photogenic, blah blah blah. why should i frigging waste another second thinking why cant i be them. why must i waste my best time emo-ing in things i cant control, why should i kill myself with thoughts so negative that they will eat up my inner beauty. why?!

screw the why-s. i am satisfied enough and i definitely have better things to do.