Update

blog is sooooo dead roflll. i just dont know what to write here anymore, living a nothing-special-everyday kind of routines. but i guess i still need to get some updates here. typed and backspaced, typed and backspaced. sometimes, some things are not meant to be told.

so it is the time again. semester is coming so soon to an end, and what is different this semester is that, this is the last frigging semester. life as a student, im surely gonna miss this. before that, of course, assignments, projects and fyp. i thought all the final semester students were going to be crazy for fyp but me, it went pretty well. submitted reports, no rush, less stress, much less than the others. no hair-pulling dilemma, everything went well, following the schedule. maybe its because im doing on research. run coding, record result, analyze, write reports and im all done. what bother me this semester, a week before study week, they turn out to be course assignments and projects. when you are in 1st year, assignments are assignments, projects are projects. when you are in 4th year, however, assignments are actually projects, projects are actually, i dont know, feel like fyp to me. whaaaattttt?

next weekend is boyfie's graduation ceremony. oh i just lost another weekend. fyp presentation is three days after the ceremony. and i am always not the type to complete work days before due date. ahaha.

needa get a job, a room soon before my plan to start kick working in August. is that too fast, or should i just start in September? where should i work? where should i stay?

and this time, i should have missed home badly. instead, i feel nonchalant. i used to call home whining about the food, the bed, the weather, the people, the everything. i used to. i think i got better, i adapt well, i cant stay forever at home. independence much? nay, just got a clearer view of what life is. i will miss school life, i will miss time when im not tied to work, i will miss them.

ending this post with a self-potrait of mine. lol so not ngam.

i asked William to take this for me. i intended to create the gothic feel of myself, like those ghost posters but this, major fail. i wasnt gothic-feeling enough. :/ setting was not right. facial expression was not right. everything was not right. ://////