Life as a Programmer

X的，好忙。

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今天有一点非常无奈。所以说，有时候真的是要过滤你可以在面子书上分享的东西。因为你不知道随时都会有比你想像力更丰富的人，比你幼稚的人，可以看到，对号入座。他们又大多数是神经质的。
今天两个朋友们的男朋友，就A跟B吧。大打出手。理由就不说了。刚刚考完试就又给我丢个炸弹来让我忙。我知道他们一定会打起来，所以在情况还在控制下溜进了厕所。从厕所出来就看到他们已经是站着的了，拳头紧握，我就假假打电话给祈毅，装忙，因为我不想再被卷进任何不关我事的事情。你说你无辜，只是他们要求你帮忙，到了最后，谁还会记得你只是来帮忙？当然也要你负你本不应当负的责任，外人也看不请，然后，你就无缘无故也变成了罪人，最大的罪人。但是，好死不死还是给他们看到我，抓来当法官，我又不能说不行。其他的女子朋友们都静静的，平时的大声去了哪里了？唉！匆匆忙忙挂了电话就开始听他们说他们各自的道理。A打算就这么算了，拿起他的电单车头盔就想离开，但是B就觉得他要拿头盔打架，他也拿起他的。就这么打起来了。我气到他们当我没道就一手分开他们，一手一人一掌。在场的8个人吓到，我平时是很温柔的，呵呵。说来说去，谁对谁错也分不清。
不过我很欣赏B。他虽然没有什么大错，他还是愿意道歉，真是个EQ满分的人。相反的，A就只会骂臭话，而且骂来骂去只有那几句，连我都懂得比他多。(oopss) 他让我本来对他没有什么好感的情况下，又更鄙视他了。
事情总算暂时告一段落后，B安慰他吓到的女朋友，真的是让我又打从心底敬佩他。平时大家都混在一起酸来酸去，都不觉得他和别的男子有差别。经过这次，让我很敬佩他。
这也是在这么久以来羡慕他的女朋友，有一个这么样的男朋友。
而A，这样一件小小的事情都能够让他闹到天翻地覆，在faculty打架，A说他幼稚真的是实至名归。
一件事情，看到的却是两种处理态度与方法。两个人天差地远，一个让我更欣赏，一个让我更鄙视。言行举止说明了一切，不是能够装出来的。你臭话骂得天花乱坠就代表你很大力吗？让人尊敬的，往往都是先说道歉的那个。

题外话：离开faculty后，我感受到了混在一起的coursemate们热情以及敬畏的眼光。喂，我会吃了你们meh？ zzz

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school has started for about 3 weeks already and finally i have time to sit down for a proper update.
no, actually i dont have time. i have to do this in the middle of the night. i have assignments piled on my schedule.
a report of being a system analyst, 8 slides on database, a report again on human computer interaction where i need to screen record my progress, a big project on database and system analysis, another project for interaction course. yeah i know, you dont know what am i talking about. neither do i.
i just know that im stuck in my room every minutes besides the time that i need to spend in faculty, doing assignments.
i should just get married, be a young mother and skip this process of chasing-after-assignments life.
no, im just joking. ha-ha.
i barely even have time for meals. im often in hunger, and that makes me really aggressive these days.
went for steamboat with juniors, counted as an unofficial meeting with juniors.
i was reluctant to go but the president, jee cheng, demanded kindly asked us to be present.
my direct junior squeaked to another junior about me. she thinks that im fierce and that is why, she doesnt dare to contact me, even until now.
shit, ought to smile more from now on.
i need time for a rest. i dont want to go to bed everyday as late as 2am. i want to have a relaxing university life.
reality cut my wish hard when programming expert program was announced to have to start running from this week.
i have 4 mentees under me, each of them have to do like, 15 programming questions.
i have to complete my 15 too.
you do the calculation, how many programming codes do i need to compile? wtf
i hate being a mentor. i wanna resign but the resignation was rejected by my lecturer. she intends even to resign herself from her current post. was rejected. i know how does she feel.
bigger power comes with bigger responsibility.
but i just wanna run.
kayak with 1st years on 8th october, tracking with coursemates on 15. compulsory.
i swear i would burn this department down. get lost with your compulsory.
dont talk to me. i hate you all.
life is hard. im trying to make it better. sigh.
going to bed now, tata.
dont wait for me, i dont know when i will get another update up again. BOOOOOO.