New 2016

For years i have not made any new year resolutions. I still remember I made them years back when I was still so young and naive, LOL. Resolutions as losing weights, being a better person, etc etc. Have I actually achieved them? Maybe yes, but this is not absolute. Why did I stop making new year resolutions, seeing that I was quite motivated to get the list items checked at the first place? Simple, the reason you and I all cannot deny. I cannot keep to them. I am not sure about you but that is considered as breaking vows to me. And I loathe breaking vows. Guilt haunts me, yeah, it somehow does, bits by bits. I will feel like something which I have promised, not done and it will forever eat me.

So I just decided to stop, and be more me.

5 days down, 361 days to go.

Time really flies as you grow older. For the last whole year I immersed myself in time which I think I was still at the beginning. I was home for CNY, I was still single. I made some new friends, I keep old friends. I am married to the nicest guy on earth, things are just about to get serious. People make resolutions so that have something to keep them going. Me, I just feel like I dont want something which I have uncertainty of, bugs me in mind. Maybe just tomorrow I feel like changing, I will change then.

It is different for Mr. Siaw. Often every year he will review of his past year and revise his resolutions. He has two lists, with different periods of time. Sometimes he will ask what are my goals this year and I often answer him, just to survive today. Perhaps I should start making some, things require efforts from both of us. Things like financial management. HAHAHA. After all, I have this new identity starting from 26 December 2015.

Instead of saying I have no resolutions, why dont I say they are still in progress? I have new resolutions every day.

Happy new year, morons. Hahahahha we are all just another year closer to heaven!