Hurricane Tuesday

Finally, another episode of Hurricane Tuesday.

I am currently on a diet plan, well, no plan, just diet. I have never really got into diet before, not seriously, because I am never a patient person. I speed while I drive, I complain when the traffic is slow, I mock when my friends are slow, and they make fun of me when I complete things fast. What?! Lol. This time, I try to make it last.

What triggers the urge to be on diet? Well, one part of it, wedding. I think everybody has this thought, to look the best on the wedding day. Of course, me too, not because it is my wedding day, rather, I see it because it is the day I will make the holy promise to God and to my husband. The concept is like you dress the best for a very important event, yeah. As simple as that.

Another part is the consciousness of realizing myself looking rounder and rounder. I dont mind the digits on the scale, I really dont, but I do mind myself looking rounder. Although most of the time, looking rounder does mean big digits on the scale but not all the time. I got heavier and heavier ever since I started doing sports. Do that mean I look rounder? Nah, at that time. I had sports on and off recently because sometimes I was not free at the sport slot or I was away from town and sometimes, Auntie Red came knocking on the door. I grow rounder but digits stay. Yeah so, all the girls' dream, to look fit and healthy.

My 2nd sister is on diet too. If you knew her before, she was ginormous. I am sorry for using this word, a little hyperbolic, I am just trying to let you know shes fat before. Very. Plus, shes tall, which, makes her even more ginormous. hahaha. But she slim down very much. Urgh sometimes I really envy those ppl, who can slim down real fast. *eye roll* If you havent seen her yet, you should.

I think most probably I will fail this diet plan is because of the food temptation. How can somebody resist food? How can somebody resist delicious food? How can? I like to eat, because that is one of the ways making myself happy. I eat good food, I happy, everybody happy. Now, I just needa control.