Saturday

i watched Eat, Pray, Love few days ago and finally managed to finish the 2 hours 15 minutes movie just 5 minutes ago. ive heard about this movie many many times and you know me, im not a movie person unless im bored, or down. so that night, instead of whining about wanting to go back home, i turned on my lappy for this movie.

frankly speaking, i found it boring lol. i took days to finish this movie can you imagine that? because i couldnt stick long to this, i would fall asleep at my desk. its that serious boring to me, but i still finished it, why ah.

its a story about a lady, divorced to travel around the world to find balance in her life. Rome to eat, India to pray, Bali to love.

Eat, Pray, Love. those are basically three most important things in life.

Eat. many girls are on diet but for me, diet is always tomorrow's business. you may think that i do not need any diet plan, im petite im not fat, but im not slim either. plus that im only 155cm tall. even slim girls have some particular part that is so fat they cant stand. sometimes i would think about i should really stop eating like this, but i always get over the vow when i come to food. tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow. sometimes i would think this way too, if you are to be fat, you will be fat no matter how. so what to worry?

Pray. im a Christian, this is basically the must do thing everyday. believe it or not, i was a sleeping christian when i was young, i did not pray to God, i wonder if i even trusted in God that time. one day i just decided i should at least pray twice a day, to give gratitude to kick start my day and to end my day. now i have this habit, whenever im on bed, feeling sleepy already, i will pray. there are even times when i was in the middle of praying, suddenly i realized the fact that, EH, I JUST PRAYED ABOUT 2 MINUTES AGO! WHY AM I HERE TALKING TO GOD ABOUT THE SAME THING LAGI lol. luckily God doesnt get bored of prayers.

Love. ah. how can we not love. when i was younger, i thought that was love. i remembered i turned down his date on my birthday night to go celebrate with my bestie and he was so angry and i was so sad he was angry. i questioned myself often, did i care about him. i convinced myself that i did because i was so much moved by him. little did i know that was mostly affection, drugy and guilt. he came back after years, but i guess i was more mature that time that i had to hurt him to prevent him getting hurt. lol if you understand what im trying to say. and now im with this guy, ppl always say us boring couple, no sparks, but guess what, im comfortable with this 老夫老妻 kind of thing. sometimes he will propose a movie but ill have the thought, SO LAZY LAH. LOL!

i think many ppl are finding their balance in life, like Liz did in the movie. and now, im so grateful that im balancing. or maybe im simply in this good mood for this sunny Saturday morning.
xoxo.