Complaning Non-Stop LOHHHH

hi, miss me?

its been such a long time since i last came here, isnt it? well, life is busy. busy with work. i am an amateur in dealing with customer products so it took me a long time to actually get into the fact that i, for now, am not an university student who easily passes her homework or assignments or projects or whatsoever in school with flying colours.

screw the fact.

the difference in being a student and a non-student employee is that, in my case, i didnt feel much responsibillity in the work i did. i never cared if i could not finish my school work on time, nor did i care about them being perfect, the worst is only i couldnt get an Ace for the subject. i had numerous experience of getting less than 30/100 marks in my test, and even the time when i was absolutely clueless about what i learnt for the 5 month semester until i submitted zero written (except for my name) test paper. literally, i 交白卷 lah. i can still remember vividly my lecturer's disappointed to the max facial expression when i handed him the paper HAHA. colours of being an university student.

and then this semester started and i started to feel pressure suffocating me in real life. i never understand the feeling everytime my boyfie told me about customer bombs. until now. strictly speaking, i was indirectly bombed by customers. i did not follow the staff to meet up with the customer but they alway come back with a lot of bombs on me because of the product i did was so buggy they couldnt stand lol. fixing fixing and fixing bugs everyday.

and only that i learn, i am the luckiest one already among my internship friends. some were really scolded or snapped by their supervisors in high and mean tone. my case, silent bombs. take a look at my friend whos having the same internship company as me. shes sitting beside me everyday, feeling so stressed out because of spending over a month on one small module. you dont wanna see my supervisor's face when you mention her module. kesian lah.

and my project for now is coming to an end. thats why i am here. another reason is because my supervisor is at customer's side this morning. WAHAHA. i kinda feel reluctant to finish this project because i got another one which is more headache-ing waiting. i predict, there must be much enhancement on this existing project. like Government is going to implement GST in 2015 and so the price list must be adjusted again, etc. etc.

everyday is just another day closer to the end of this internship.

Smiles!