Simle!

shine!

sometimes i really do wish i know how to smile to cameras. maybe it is nothing to you, but its awkward for me. i dont really know how to smile to pose to camera. off camera, i am always like HAHAHAHHAHA so i need not to worry about smiling. it is impossible to HAHAHA to camera, right? it will be like youre trying to swallow the air HAHAHHA. oops. i envy those people who are photogenic, youre so loved by the cameras!

this photo was taken a few weeks ago in a cafe, four of us, William, me, Daisy and Mei Yee. look at this photo, look at my friends, look at me. wtf was i doing? hahahha was i even smiling? lol my friends looked so fine, William and Daisy showed teeth, and even Mei Yee without teeth, they looked gooooooood. i was like an ugly duckling sitting there, saddening over all my teeth jatuh, become mongeh (a person with no teeth), but still needed to force a smile to the camera. LOLOLOLOL. i envy them, i freaking envy all of them, especially Daisy, she always looks so so so fine in photos. urgh. *sad ugly duckling whimpering*

this photo was taken in Pulau Batam, Indonesia, in April when we were having mid semester break. 7 girls of us, Susan, Singmin, Diana, yours truly, Doris, Siong Kiong and Lily. all girls had their teeth on, and again, i was a mongeh ugly duckling hahaha. they all nailed the photo, especially Siong Kiong, omg im gonna die of envy hahahah. no, just kidding. i just wish i could look better in smile.

these two photos, i did not show photos. i dont wanna scare anybody with my teeth. they are fine but the face muscles are just not compatible with my teeth. i do try to pose with teeth, and then this is what i got.

*ugly duckling whimpers even more*

but i do nail it with cool pose. William experimented on me, taking photos of me smiling to the camera and not smiling with camera. he concluded that im better with the cool pose haha.

well, am i not? =目