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sometimes i really wish i dont know certain things. they may not be something related to me, but its so saddening to know. for example, a dog is treated badly by someone you know, maybe your next door. you saw it, you heard it, but what else can you do? besides whining about they shouldnt do so. or, someone is at his edge, crying, begging, worrying about his old and weak parents and both of you are so far away from home.

these are just examples.

whats so sad is that there is nothing at all you can do. helpless, thats called. i wish to be indifferent because i need to be distracted very hard to fight back this helpless feelings.

human beings are those of the wonderful creations of God. He puts mind and the ability to think into humans, which makes us different and special from the other living things.
we are given freedom to think of what we want to, but i dont deny that this ability is very hard to control. depression, happy, glad, break down, everything in just one mortal body. and we start to get obnoxious about everything we deal with everyday.

small, weak and fragile, arent we?