Short update

i wanna go traveling so much, as near as maybe Kuching, but its always a problem when it comes to companionship or accommodation. i always feel like im wasting away my holidays. all i ever do at home is to eat, sleep and shit.

wake up every morning at 10, go back to bed again at 1pm after lunch. im like, only awake when it is time to fetch my sister to and from work. damn. when i wake up at 11, ill skip my breakfast and wait until daddy comes back home at 12 something and then we will have lunch together. thats then my mum will start all the naggings until my fatty sister begs me to eat because she cant stand all the naggings, even though they are not addressed to her.

mum is a superwoman in nagging. im not complaining.

i wish i could go to work too, sometimes only lah, to earn a few hundreds bucks but my folks forbid me from doing so. they said its tiring and my body is not capable of the fatigue. they want me to stay at home and grow some meat because im never fat enough for them. when i say never i really mean never. i admit i was a skeleton before, even my boyfie hated to meet me up, but im back to normal shape now, though i still dont understand why the weight wont go up. all clothes start to fit again.

i wont want to go out when im in Sibu during daytime. Sibu is an old town. even the entertainment smells old to me. no nice and affordable food, ridiculously priced boutiques, even supermarkets are boring. not to mention its scorching hot outside. i think ill just stay in.

so now my another added entertainment at home is these arcade games, Diner Dash-es, Cake Mania and etm. wtf and im enjoying it!