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elloowwww! long time no see.
foreword, i have no photos to show you guys but just recent update of myself. yeah who else can i update lol so this post is gonna be worrrrrdyyyyy.
first thing of all is, im sick. so severe that i feel drunk day and night. i go to bed, wake up feeling dizzy and go to bed again. i didnt skip class, because some of the classes, the attendance is compulsory. a lecturer is so strict that if you miss twice of her lecture, she demands you to drop the subject.
i thought i was just another body heated up sickness so i drank some 100 plus. mana tahu! the next day i threw up and diarrhea. i tried to swallow some pills this morning too, and threw up lagi.
i have fever almost every night for 3 days straight, starting on Sunday. lets hope today will be an exception.
very torturing, you know! woke up periodically every 20 minutes feeling hot and pulled the blanket away before dozing off again. and then in the next 20 minutes, woke up because i felt cold. had to hide again in blanket. the process repeated the whole night for 3 freaking days. i really thought i was going crazy.
my coursemates couldnt understand me, sleeping so much even in daytime. frankly i was in bed except for the time that i need to be in class.
and i ate like a kitten. one lunch box, purposely ordered small size, i could eat for the whole day without feeling starved. of course, dropped some weight. in some short pants, i can now go to pee without having to unzip my shorts. hahahahaha so funny, i can read your imagination now!
second is that im quite occupied with internship and FYP at the moment.
i rejected a company and i needed to reset my status in UTM system before i could reapply another company. that took me a week! the lecturers asked us to email them the rejection but they checked email like 3 or 4 days once.
excuse me, dont waste my time.
i found another company here and i was asked for a discussion, he used the word 'discussion' instead of interview. hmm must be a nice guy.
so that is it. if im accepted, ill be in jb for 5 months without going home again.
because of this sickness, i cant afford time to meet up with my supervisor, so FYP is hanged there omg. OMG.
damnit. just realized that i have another 2 programs to code.