this is long, just so.

there is this girl in my course whose average sleeping time is around 3 to 4am. sometimes her switching off the table lamp is obvious to be heard because the switch is just behind the wall my bed is adhered to. that happens very rarely because my sleeping time is around 10 something. the only situation is that she pressed the switch really hard until i woke up from my sleep, knowing shes going to bed. that was at 330am. i wasnt so sure until i asked her the next morning. sleep till blur blur ma.
but last night, i could hear her really clearly. because i wasnt asleep. i was turning on the bed, starting from midnight. 3 hours plus, that is. i could not fall asleep wtf. i knew i had a paper the next morning at 9am and i could not force myself to dream at 3am. my mind couldnt rest. i was thinking about holiday already. i was thinking about home.
my sister is already arranging plans for me from the day im going back. there may be a birthday dinner for my brother though its one day late. the next morning, facial wash, pizza, shopping, contact lens, bridesmaid shoes etc. etc. we could use some of the free time for baking, maybe spaghetti too. she loves my spaghetti, everybody does. maybe some cupcakes, puddings, or meatballs for my dad, its his favourite. i need not to swallow cintan maggi mee for lunch again. what i got are chicken soup, pumpkin soup, meat porridge, all those best dishes in this world.
on 20th, my two elder sisters will be back home too. the family is whole again, could mean more noise and cny atmosphere that time. we will have family day out, shopping for chinese new year goods, decorations, some days maybe to mum's shop for business. my sisters and i will discuss something like make-up, dresses, shoes, hair styles. my brother about phones, cars, girlfriends haha. and my parents about ang pau. :p
i miss my piano too. ive more song scores downloaded already. my sisters will play it sometimes too. like note by note. the only thing missing is my dear little chang ming. we will all stare out of the dining room window, pretending like shes playing with herself out there, just like she used to.
holiday is for family. holiday is for home.

home is the epitome of love.

until im home, i have one more paper and few days in kl to go. ill be home soon, like, real soon.