missing someone?

'Sometimes in life you lose the person closest to you. But you have to stay strong and remember all the good memories with that person. You need to stay happy and tell yourself you’re going to be alright :(' - source taken from Facebook.

yeah, losing someone you least want to lose in your life is excruciating. she may not be dead, just that maybe things are already very different in between you. all you can do is only to reminisce the broken pieces of memory in mind. sometimes you spend time doing something with someone else, you feel like deja-vu, the only difference is that the person whos standing beside you is not the same anymore, and will not be the one youre thinking right now anymore, ever.

many ppl think that its worse if the person is still kicking and participating in your life. for me, forever lost is worse. untouchable, inexpressible. you got no news of hers at all, you dont know you should be happy or should you be sad that shes gone, absolutely out of your life. you miss her, so much that you see her shadow on every body you meet. and then you will realize, shes no her. and then you realize, she has never walked out from you.

God puts everyone in a person's life for something. what are you to me? :)