meteor rain

what could be wrong? i spent sleepless nights, staring at the ceiling in the dark, thinking which part has gone off.
but still, i have no clue at all. i know you, just like you know me.
the worst happens when you place somebody at the very important place in your heart, and when that somebody turns away, all you left is a body with an empty heart.
will i lose you too, just like i lost her?