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my bok hong mo times are uncountable, far more than any normal person on this earth. when i was young, i could bok like once a month at least. im not allergic to anything, not any chemical, not any food but i still bok like its for fun. zzz. itchy die me.

when i grew up, about 17 or 18, the number reduced drastically, i guess its because my antibiotics were *like a boss* by then. but still, there must be at least 3 times in a year. i brought my controlled medicine here to my campus because i scared that i would have a really hard time if it happens here without transport, mummy and super friends. i keep it close, bring it everywhere i go.

but for this semester, i forgot to bring it here. i was like omg what should i do what should i do for the first few hours when i discovered i miss-packed my medicine. luckily nothing happened and i didnt need the medicine, UNTIL TWO NIGHTS BEFORE. wtf. bok till i cannot tahan. i refused to go to pk initially because i thought that was just minor case. but last night, my friend called emergency number == my whole body was covered with red dots, big or small. i rolled on my bed for a night, sweating until my roommate was back from date and found me dead on my bed. nah, just metaphore im alive haha. she said she was excited because she never called emergency before ==

O.o half face swollen shot