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school has started for about 3 weeks already and finally i have time to sit down for a proper update.
no, actually i dont have time. i have to do this in the middle of the night. i have assignments piled on my schedule.
a report of being a system analyst, 8 slides on database, a report again on human computer interaction where i need to screen record my progress, a big project on database and system analysis, another project for interaction course. yeah i know, you dont know what am i talking about. neither do i.
i just know that im stuck in my room every minutes besides the time that i need to spend in faculty, doing assignments.
i should just get married, be a young mother and skip this process of chasing-after-assignments life.
no, im just joking. ha-ha.
i barely even have time for meals. im often in hunger, and that makes me really aggressive these days.
went for steamboat with juniors, counted as an unofficial meeting with juniors.
i was reluctant to go but the president, jee cheng, demanded kindly asked us to be present.
my direct junior squeaked to another junior about me. she thinks that im fierce and that is why, she doesnt dare to contact me, even until now.
shit, ought to smile more from now on.
i need time for a rest. i dont want to go to bed everyday as late as 2am. i want to have a relaxing university life.
reality cut my wish hard when programming expert program was announced to have to start running from this week.
i have 4 mentees under me, each of them have to do like, 15 programming questions.
i have to complete my 15 too.
you do the calculation, how many programming codes do i need to compile? wtf
i hate being a mentor. i wanna resign but the resignation was rejected by my lecturer. she intends even to resign herself from her current post. was rejected. i know how does she feel.
bigger power comes with bigger responsibility.
but i just wanna run.
kayak with 1st years on 8th october, tracking with coursemates on 15. compulsory.
i swear i would burn this department down. get lost with your compulsory.
dont talk to me. i hate you all.
life is hard. im trying to make it better. sigh.
going to bed now, tata.
dont wait for me, i dont know when i will get another update up again. BOOOOOO.