♛

i know i shouldnt be sad.

no tears will be just fine.
if shes meant to go at time like this, i believe its the best plan from God for her.
my grandpa died when i was still in my mum's womb.
comfortably expecting world.
though i might not know its my grandpa dying, i might weep a little.
21 is old enough to know who the lady is.
i fought back tears, but eventually, succumbed.
nobody, at least i, can ever stand leavings.

a song from westlife - leaving.
its composed by nickie, who had long lost contact with his mother
for hes busy with his career.
but then one day when the news struck him when hes having westlife music tour,
he broke down.
i listened to this song last night before i went to my sleep.
i was in my reverie.
and then this morning, the news struck me.
God has his very own best plan. :)