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things are started to get stuck =| i have barely enough time to sleep. and even when i have the time for that, i find myself cannot fall into sleep. its exaggerating. try it and youll know. mr jack discussed about sleeping apnea and chronic insomnia symptoms in class today. and im so lucky im so free of sleeping apnea disease. yeah, fyi, i do not snore or hiccup when im sleeping. yet, he reckoned i suffer from chronic insomnia. oh yes, dont doubt, chronic. recalling about last night, i started preparation before bed at about 1030pm and climbed onto bed at 11pm. guess when did i fall asleep. surprise 230am. i felt relieved when i finally felt sleepy at 230 after the last glimpse at my phone clock i fell into sleeping, giving thanks. but ROAR, i got really frustrated when i woke up at 4am again. i couldnt fall back to sleep until 6am. and i have class at the freaking 8am! i sat up by the bed and watched my roommate as she slept without being aware that shes actually being watched almost every night zzz. thought i enjoy that? screw you. my body was heated up again, the other words, zhong shu. yeah again. i got myself a heat stroke, a very simple one and expectedly it does not really work. i cannot do it on my own and this is one of the times when i miss my mom /.\ and, i bleed abnormally. it shocked me, severely what the hell is going on with my body because its never that much before. first suspect is that the wound cracked open inside. i dont know i told my mum and got a scold on the phone back =.= but im not going to visit the clinic center here it sucks. and i have reasons not to pay a visit there. my head feels rather heavy now im going to bed earlier again today. so lets just hope i can fall into sleep, nicely and have the greatest night ever. goodnight. and the reason is the scar that you gave me.