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the last time i saw you was during new year time. you were still that gorgeous that lovely. i know i shouldnt be sad about you going back home, but my tears still overflow its a great great loss to lose you. i couldnt accept it and i questioned God why is it you. i bet i should be happy you are back to our almighty lord's arms and shall never shed tears again there. i was shocked, in grief i prayed that God would take care of you and we all know He will. i shall never see you again. the times that we shared were like dreams. so fast, so unexpected. its a shame to admit that ive not done my very best just to meet you up and that you were so busy with your life too. but you promised to meet up when we are back to sibu this december. why is it always december that sad memories flow and strike me like knives? i never want to lose you this way but i reckon God has his own plan. i love you and ill never ever forget you. rest in peace, rejoice your new born life.